Welp I had a peaceful somewhat productive day and I am not sorry to say I spent very little time here at all. I prefer a nice core dump nearing yoga time.
I also figured it out, what the issues were and they were supplier issues, so no wonder I almost got banned. It's funny you can post a pic on your supplier page NOT family friendly at all, but god forbid you draw that to its logical conclusion huh? I will not also disclose any more moderator fun I can't post PMS.
Also please call me Barbie and call my husband Ken because this blog is SO family friendly that is what we are like. Maybe someday we will get the Barbie house and the Barbie car but no baby Barbies of any sort, I think?? I don't THINK one exists .Don't' think it would sell well.
Anyway, been crazy busy today. I have looked at towns and homes all over NM and well I looked at IHS jobs. They pay fantastically and relocation expenses. I also had to like, deal with my FMLA because my supervisor sent out something that was two weeks early. That meant I had to email HR and that means a doc appt tomorrow but do I EVER swear, I need one most probably. I was up until midnight and the husband was asleep. I have discovered something about his tooth grinding. It doesn't happen if the radio is on pretty low. So I listened to muttered conspiracy theories and like, took three Benadryl and half an extra Ambien. Clyde Lewis is much more soothing than the giant DONKEY in bed, grinding. It is literally impossible to tune out. Oh well, at least I have one (a donkey I mean) and like I have an equally bad habit of rolling over and grabbing the husband like he is my security blanket. LOL. He has to barricade pillows he has to do lots of things.
Well yoga shortly. So yes I checked into more real estate. I have always found the idea of NM kind of peaceful and like, pleasant. IHS pays well and relocation expenses are not just helpful they are super helpful. My sis was like, "Dude, I hate all of AZ I don't blame you really, etc.
I mean I worked for a tribe for 12 years so I imagine that would be in my favor. Tribes are more about culture and less about hierarchy. The job closes tomorrow so again I will have much to do but thankfully for this one they will let you apply and check your stupid transcripts (I need my license though and it may be at work but whelp, who knows.)
I think if I had to work for anyone a tribal nation might be better and like, IHS is EVEN better because they serve the BEYOND underserved who like, live on dirt floors with no electricity. I could do it, I think.
So resume and doc tomorrow Oy. Good times. I would love to like, maybe take a break for a while but this seems more sane and doable in may ways .Fortunately IHS moves rather slowly so IDK. We shall see.
I think my mom believes I am going to kill me, not with you know pills or whatever but overworking.
That is the thing though I ACTUALLY like working,. And I know it would be an environment less hostile, for ME etc. I have references already they will not have forgotten me since the last job etc.
So who knows, my mom thinks I am nuts I think but if I actually get that application COMPLETE enough, well holy goodness, that would for sure be something, I would call it kismet and work at half capacity so they NEVER find out .That is how it as at my first native job but my stepdad ruined it, it was a long story.
Oh well gotta do SOMETHING that is for sure. There are probably jillions of places I could go but I kinda like NM actually.
So yes, my time for yoga approaches and I so don't' feel like it but I am gonna because the husband made me a pedantic headache he made me redo that stupid email a jillion times. It's sort of like "WHY YOU GUYS CAN'T COUNT WEEKS? YOU ARE DUMB" and vaguely threatening about my last PIP. Yeah, I'm not going back I seriously don't think.
BUT I will say, whatever whatever, I do not want to work for them ANYWAY and past a certain point you get written off, which is why this is now my pathetic little corner of ECF but I don't mind it even a little, it's a nice and peaceful little square box. Hopefully here I can be left in peace. Peace is such a lovely thing. OMG don't ever PRAY for it though or your life will turn upside down and reversed until you stay sane. I better check my big lug is not praying for peace OR money he forgets sometimes.
I have no clue why they didn't ban me yet, like NO idea but whatever, it's nice. I hope you are all doing well and I can JUST hang out and if anyone wants to say, "Hi" great and if they don't well that is fortuitous too. I hope you are all well and happy on this peaceful and chill evening night.
Walmart tomorrow.. I was freaking out because my balance was low, but it turned out to be my savings account. I didn't get my last deposit I bet they send it by snail even though like, I approved it online.
We shall see, I guess.
So glad the fast food is out of my system!
Later and to all a happy morrow and a wonderful Good Night.
Anna
I also figured it out, what the issues were and they were supplier issues, so no wonder I almost got banned. It's funny you can post a pic on your supplier page NOT family friendly at all, but god forbid you draw that to its logical conclusion huh? I will not also disclose any more moderator fun I can't post PMS.
Also please call me Barbie and call my husband Ken because this blog is SO family friendly that is what we are like. Maybe someday we will get the Barbie house and the Barbie car but no baby Barbies of any sort, I think?? I don't THINK one exists .Don't' think it would sell well.
Anyway, been crazy busy today. I have looked at towns and homes all over NM and well I looked at IHS jobs. They pay fantastically and relocation expenses. I also had to like, deal with my FMLA because my supervisor sent out something that was two weeks early. That meant I had to email HR and that means a doc appt tomorrow but do I EVER swear, I need one most probably. I was up until midnight and the husband was asleep. I have discovered something about his tooth grinding. It doesn't happen if the radio is on pretty low. So I listened to muttered conspiracy theories and like, took three Benadryl and half an extra Ambien. Clyde Lewis is much more soothing than the giant DONKEY in bed, grinding. It is literally impossible to tune out. Oh well, at least I have one (a donkey I mean) and like I have an equally bad habit of rolling over and grabbing the husband like he is my security blanket. LOL. He has to barricade pillows he has to do lots of things.
Well yoga shortly. So yes I checked into more real estate. I have always found the idea of NM kind of peaceful and like, pleasant. IHS pays well and relocation expenses are not just helpful they are super helpful. My sis was like, "Dude, I hate all of AZ I don't blame you really, etc.
I mean I worked for a tribe for 12 years so I imagine that would be in my favor. Tribes are more about culture and less about hierarchy. The job closes tomorrow so again I will have much to do but thankfully for this one they will let you apply and check your stupid transcripts (I need my license though and it may be at work but whelp, who knows.)
I think if I had to work for anyone a tribal nation might be better and like, IHS is EVEN better because they serve the BEYOND underserved who like, live on dirt floors with no electricity. I could do it, I think.
So resume and doc tomorrow Oy. Good times. I would love to like, maybe take a break for a while but this seems more sane and doable in may ways .Fortunately IHS moves rather slowly so IDK. We shall see.
I think my mom believes I am going to kill me, not with you know pills or whatever but overworking.
That is the thing though I ACTUALLY like working,. And I know it would be an environment less hostile, for ME etc. I have references already they will not have forgotten me since the last job etc.
So who knows, my mom thinks I am nuts I think but if I actually get that application COMPLETE enough, well holy goodness, that would for sure be something, I would call it kismet and work at half capacity so they NEVER find out .That is how it as at my first native job but my stepdad ruined it, it was a long story.
Oh well gotta do SOMETHING that is for sure. There are probably jillions of places I could go but I kinda like NM actually.
So yes, my time for yoga approaches and I so don't' feel like it but I am gonna because the husband made me a pedantic headache he made me redo that stupid email a jillion times. It's sort of like "WHY YOU GUYS CAN'T COUNT WEEKS? YOU ARE DUMB" and vaguely threatening about my last PIP. Yeah, I'm not going back I seriously don't think.
BUT I will say, whatever whatever, I do not want to work for them ANYWAY and past a certain point you get written off, which is why this is now my pathetic little corner of ECF but I don't mind it even a little, it's a nice and peaceful little square box. Hopefully here I can be left in peace. Peace is such a lovely thing. OMG don't ever PRAY for it though or your life will turn upside down and reversed until you stay sane. I better check my big lug is not praying for peace OR money he forgets sometimes.
I have no clue why they didn't ban me yet, like NO idea but whatever, it's nice. I hope you are all doing well and I can JUST hang out and if anyone wants to say, "Hi" great and if they don't well that is fortuitous too. I hope you are all well and happy on this peaceful and chill evening night.
Walmart tomorrow.. I was freaking out because my balance was low, but it turned out to be my savings account. I didn't get my last deposit I bet they send it by snail even though like, I approved it online.
We shall see, I guess.
So glad the fast food is out of my system!
Later and to all a happy morrow and a wonderful Good Night.
Anna
