Sorry if it's a off topic post. I get confused as to what I can post and what I can't.
So it seems I just don't belong anywhere. Every time I thought I'm finally part of something, i have friends finally; reality sinks in and that's just a smoke screen.
I vape to smoke less or maybe not smoke anymore. But vaping can be such a lonely act when you are the only vaper you know of. My meds must be kicking me downward to a negative thoughts spree. Wondered if vaping actually interacts with all the meds I'm taking just to keep me going. I used to like being alone, what changed now that I keep hitting a wall when trying to have more friends, why do I keep trying still. Sigh. Maybe I just have too many problems in life for one to understand/grasp what I go through all the time.
So it seems I just don't belong anywhere. Every time I thought I'm finally part of something, i have friends finally; reality sinks in and that's just a smoke screen.
I vape to smoke less or maybe not smoke anymore. But vaping can be such a lonely act when you are the only vaper you know of. My meds must be kicking me downward to a negative thoughts spree. Wondered if vaping actually interacts with all the meds I'm taking just to keep me going. I used to like being alone, what changed now that I keep hitting a wall when trying to have more friends, why do I keep trying still. Sigh. Maybe I just have too many problems in life for one to understand/grasp what I go through all the time.
