Success and Failure. Right now I have both, and feel like I must choose between them. vaping was going great, and I felt like I may have conquered my vice. I knew when I need my cigs most, when I couldn't go without them.
I would be lucky to last 30 minutes without a cig while I was driving. I like driving with the window down anyways. It was a perfect match. Well this was my first test. The short drive to work went great. I vaped away, my head held high. Secretly hoping somebody would roll down their window and ask me what I was 'smoking.' The drives got longer and still, I vaped away. Success, at last.
It would be a short list of what goes better with my beer than a cig in the other hand. But I took my eGo with me, I drank and I danced. I vaped to my hearts content. And it worked. If I could handle my nights out on the town with just my PV, it was smooth sailing the rest of the way. Again, the sweet taste of success.
Who knew that saving money would be the thing that could drive me back to my cigs. Not directly, I love saving money. I took that money I was saving, and 'invested' it how I saw best. At times, poker has been my only job, so it made sense once I had to money to start up a bankroll and get into the action, to begin again. Its been close to a year since I had seriously been playing. I don't play poker for fun, I only play to win. I wish I could say that drive was enough, but I've always felt that nicotine gave me my edge. I could think clearly, see through the schemes, the bluffs, and the weakness. With poker, comes cigs. vaping doesn't seem to give me the same edge that I feel cigs do. My eGo can get my through the day, but it doesn't feel like it can put my mind over the top so I can play my best. This is my dilemma. Either way I choose, I feel like I have both. Success and Failure.
I would be lucky to last 30 minutes without a cig while I was driving. I like driving with the window down anyways. It was a perfect match. Well this was my first test. The short drive to work went great. I vaped away, my head held high. Secretly hoping somebody would roll down their window and ask me what I was 'smoking.' The drives got longer and still, I vaped away. Success, at last.
It would be a short list of what goes better with my beer than a cig in the other hand. But I took my eGo with me, I drank and I danced. I vaped to my hearts content. And it worked. If I could handle my nights out on the town with just my PV, it was smooth sailing the rest of the way. Again, the sweet taste of success.
Who knew that saving money would be the thing that could drive me back to my cigs. Not directly, I love saving money. I took that money I was saving, and 'invested' it how I saw best. At times, poker has been my only job, so it made sense once I had to money to start up a bankroll and get into the action, to begin again. Its been close to a year since I had seriously been playing. I don't play poker for fun, I only play to win. I wish I could say that drive was enough, but I've always felt that nicotine gave me my edge. I could think clearly, see through the schemes, the bluffs, and the weakness. With poker, comes cigs. vaping doesn't seem to give me the same edge that I feel cigs do. My eGo can get my through the day, but it doesn't feel like it can put my mind over the top so I can play my best. This is my dilemma. Either way I choose, I feel like I have both. Success and Failure.
