Stressed out and wanting a stinky..

Due to cut backs in our company I was let go due to downsizing. Right now I really, really want a stinky. Oh how easy it would be to go to the store and get my usual brand. I have put myself through so many test with not smoking by sitting around with smokers, and having a few drinks. I refuse to go back to that after being smoke free for almost a month now. But it's funny how even the pull of cigs still control my life.