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  1. 2legsshrt

    Older Folks and Vaping Back Porch - Part Seven

    I just don't know what I am going to do. Ginny asks me why I am not happy more. I wish I was but I just don't feel like I have anything to be happy about. If there is light at the end of the tunnel I can't see it. I wish there was. How are you supposed to be when you are going to lose the one...
  2. 2legsshrt

    Older Folks and Vaping Back Porch - Part Seven

    Really not necessary just my paranoia kickin in. But thanks
  3. 2legsshrt

    Older Folks and Vaping Back Porch - Part Seven

    This was all just angry posting. It's not like that at all. I love Ginny with all my heart and I feel so bad for what is happening to her. I'm angry not at them but at me. I wish this whole thing wasn't happening. I just don't know what to do. We are going to look for a senior apartment in an...
  4. 2legsshrt

    Older Folks and Vaping Back Porch - Part Seven

    I don't think so. I am just a paycheck and thats all.
  5. 2legsshrt

    Older Folks and Vaping Back Porch - Part Seven

    Well thats what I thought I was doing. I told them just tell me what you want me to do and I will try. Somehow I am not doing it to their satisfaction. Apparently I am not doing something right. I've always tried to do what she wants to do. All of a sudden I am doing everything wrong. I just...
  6. 2legsshrt

    Older Folks and Vaping Back Porch - Part Seven

    I've done more then that, I asked them what am I doing that they are making me feel this way and they said I am making this move so difficult, in the mean time they figure its just find a place to rent rent it and thats it nothing to itjust sell this place which we have a $60k equity in do it in...
  7. 2legsshrt

    Older Folks and Vaping Back Porch - Part Seven

    Well my life is in the toilet. Between Ginny and my granddaughter they are making all the decisions. Anything I have to say is not important. I dont know what to do. They are deciding where we are going to live how we are going to make this move. It's like I never existed. I feel totally...
  8. 2legsshrt

    Older Folks and Vaping Back Porch - Part Seven

    Thanks Jerry. It is a hard thing to do. I know she is not knowing what is going to happen next. She gets really mad if I try to help her with anything. She says it just reminds her of what is coming. We really don't know. So far I have only seen small changes especially in her mood. I had some...
  9. 2legsshrt

    Older Folks and Vaping Back Porch - Part Seven

    Well they are not going to have me picked up. I have a doctor appt today. I'm going to tell her about the mental problems. They start between mid and 3am. Alyssa is setting things up for us to get a Medicaid care giver.. I am just turning everything over to thers. We have begun a search for an...
  10. 2legsshrt

    Older Folks and Vaping Back Porch - Part Seven

    I don't know what to do. I had a panic atack midnite. I know they are going to try to have me comitted. me leaving manor care was a mistake.i dont' know. What has my life become. I don't know what I'm going to do. Ihave gone off the deep end and they are go are going to be calling as soon as...
  11. 2legsshrt

    Older Folks and Vaping Back Porch - Part Seven

    Yes this is a terrible blow. It happened so fast. I just don't understand why this is happening to us. Life just isn't fair. We are just shook up over this. Well her nurse is here and mine just drove up.
  12. 2legsshrt

    Older Folks and Vaping Back Porch - Part Seven

    Well we just got the worst of this prognosis. Ginnys CANCER is progressing very fast no and there is no hope. They give her 6 months on the outside. They suggested that she should stay with Hospice. This Cancer is spreading so fast that if they do treat it it will come back somewhere else nearly...
  13. 2legsshrt

    Older Folks and Vaping Back Porch - Part Seven

    I thought of that also and I'm sure they would but I heard they aren't that good. But maybe you are right
  14. 2legsshrt

    Older Folks and Vaping Back Porch - Part Seven

    I have a nurse oming in also.
  15. 2legsshrt

    Older Folks and Vaping Back Porch - Part Seven

    Well now that I've seen for myself Ginny is not doing very well. It's still Ginny but not the way she was at all. And here I am sitting here don't know what I should be doing. This is really lousy situation. I know now I was not ready to be home but maybe it will get better. I hope so. This...
  16. 2legsshrt

    Older Folks and Vaping Back Porch - Part Seven

    I've gotten myself in a hell of a pickel and no way out.It's pretty bad when you have someone like me wanting off and none of the good places that actually work which takes a medical detox that are available to people like me, an old fuddy duddy with medicare and medicare doesn't pay enough for...
  17. 2legsshrt

    Older Folks and Vaping Back Porch - Part Seven

    Not mine. The feeding tube is another person. I'm hoping I'll be able to get out of this myself. If I don't I guess I'll just fade away in the night. I just don't know. Worse then that I don't think I was ready to get out yet so I don't know what to do. Open for suggestions. Sometimes, too many...
  18. 2legsshrt

    Older Folks and Vaping Back Porch - Part Seven

    Well just about ready to leave. I’m ready. Not feeling very good but this too shall pass. See you in the funny papers
  19. 2legsshrt

    Older Folks and Vaping Back Porch - Part Seven

    Well he said I need a feeding tube now. They’re need to give me 24/7 nutrition. I just can’t seem to gain weight. Nothing else at this point will work. After i gets 3 weeks of that surgery. I guess I am a pretty sick puppy too. I don’t know what to do. God I wish I had an vape.
  20. 2legsshrt

    Older Folks and Vaping Back Porch - Part Seven

    They had another problem with my meds this time I had to go 12 hours without. I never thought the withdrawal I’d get. I was litterly throwing up. They could tell tried everything to get the doctor on call finally they did then 2 more hours later they had them. I thought I was going to die. I see...