Sadly this has to be my first post but I had to get it off my chest. I'll just type this in point form for the sake brevity.
1.Smoke for 15 years. Helps with mental issues that I have been having for years. Ciggs =MAOI = antidepressant in short)( google scholar Brain monoamine oxidase A inhibition in cigarette smokers)
2. Tried quitting. Max I went was 2 years without ANY ciggs. Mental issues became too severe and needed to medicate again. Relapsed.
3. Found out about vaping weeks back.
4. Talk here and there(not from anyone here) in this fine country and got a 1 month only Kangertech submini + some juice( from some hispter user who got bored and hardly used it).
5. Used for two weeks or so only in my home. Absolutely zero desire to buy another cigg ever again. Loved my vape. Went back to gymming. Life was good. It was picking up again.
6. Wanted to start DIYing my own 0mg nicotine stuff. Extremely interested in it.
7. It died. Won't turn on. Just out of the blue. Battery checked. No leaks. No short. No burnt smell from the mod etc etc.
8. Went back to smoking.
9. Can't afford to get another one....and slightly paranoid that I might just ....ing buy another and it would die again and more $$ fly away.
10. Hope I smoke enough to die by 40 from lung cancer or some other horrible disease.
Not looking for a pity party but I guess it is a reminder for you guys who got multiple mods and .... that you are very lucky and should not take it for granted. Some of us want to but bo pian.
Good day(night) to all of you and remember, vape in stealth. Don't let them get to you.
P.S And Hisham, I hope you feel good about this.
1.Smoke for 15 years. Helps with mental issues that I have been having for years. Ciggs =MAOI = antidepressant in short)( google scholar Brain monoamine oxidase A inhibition in cigarette smokers)
2. Tried quitting. Max I went was 2 years without ANY ciggs. Mental issues became too severe and needed to medicate again. Relapsed.
3. Found out about vaping weeks back.
4. Talk here and there(not from anyone here) in this fine country and got a 1 month only Kangertech submini + some juice( from some hispter user who got bored and hardly used it).
5. Used for two weeks or so only in my home. Absolutely zero desire to buy another cigg ever again. Loved my vape. Went back to gymming. Life was good. It was picking up again.
6. Wanted to start DIYing my own 0mg nicotine stuff. Extremely interested in it.
7. It died. Won't turn on. Just out of the blue. Battery checked. No leaks. No short. No burnt smell from the mod etc etc.
8. Went back to smoking.
9. Can't afford to get another one....and slightly paranoid that I might just ....ing buy another and it would die again and more $$ fly away.
10. Hope I smoke enough to die by 40 from lung cancer or some other horrible disease.
Not looking for a pity party but I guess it is a reminder for you guys who got multiple mods and .... that you are very lucky and should not take it for granted. Some of us want to but bo pian.
Good day(night) to all of you and remember, vape in stealth. Don't let them get to you.
P.S And Hisham, I hope you feel good about this.
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