Hi EVERYBODY, My name is Nicholas, currently LIVING!
In San Diego <--a "Die" was hiding and I could not see it... Now I Can!!!
I feel so much better than just 2 weeks ago.... It's a Sad, and a Happy, then Sad, and now HAPPY Story, I'll Try to keep short... for now!
Born October, 1980! <--they really *did* rock!))) On a Gold mine, in Northern California.
Moved away from MY dream house to try to actually make some money in 1990 (my family, and I)
Landed in San Diego, County... Life was GREAT!
Until my dad got sick and died in '94
It was a Cancer, but not of the lungs, it was genetic, because I *think* both of his Sisters we're able to beat it!
I HAD been deeply depressed since.... '94!!! I've had to question EVERYTHING from that point in time. It made me a pessimist, in less than 1 second.
15+ years, I actually put effort into being sad, and "Smoking" too, not for me, but for Little Brother and Little Sister
I would not let ME be happy, until I (thought) EVERYONE was good first. BIG mistake!
I slowly started heading "Down" for 15 actual dang years I was a "Bad" person. here is exactly why.
I was sad for my siblings, I would not just "be happy" until they we're safe and happy, every single time I ever happened to see them. <--That is unrealistic! It does NOT work, What did work? an E-cig and a little bit of "Team Work" <--Wonder Pets?!?!?!
I was "killing myself" as an addict, To Top tobacco, I was actually "hooked"
I tried my best to remember how many people die, and all the horrible pictures, and ad's and everything else!
Now the secret! *Worked For Me* I swear to "Good" <--extra O and it all makes sense!? (for me anyway)
Always look at "Light" NEVER Stare at "Darkness"
I was hooked, simply because so many others I see we're hooked... OMG!
Got an E-cig (don't know how to tell what type) and my little Brothers "unopened" bottle of Tasty Vapor "Butter Rum" VG!
That's it! I tried to "quit" 1000's of times, no go..... it was just not the right technique for me...(Before) I TRIED one last time to "save my own life" and what do you know? 1st TRY!!
I was sad, I smoked just to "Kill" my now precious Time.... Stop to Smell The ROSES <I can actually smell them again, not just smoke all the time!
Thank you for "Handing Me Back" my very own life.
It's 4:24am I still don't sleep quite right... Yet!
But I am happy enough to not even let myself be around "Dangerous" Cancer Causing Smoke...
Except when I get paid for helping out at the local Diesel Mechanic shop!
Thanks again. I WILL be back in a couple days to tell more of my story, Unless it's too boring.
Good Night Everyone!
Nicholas.
I feel so much better than just 2 weeks ago.... It's a Sad, and a Happy, then Sad, and now HAPPY Story, I'll Try to keep short... for now!
Born October, 1980! <--they really *did* rock!))) On a Gold mine, in Northern California.
Moved away from MY dream house to try to actually make some money in 1990 (my family, and I)
Landed in San Diego, County... Life was GREAT!
Until my dad got sick and died in '94
I HAD been deeply depressed since.... '94!!! I've had to question EVERYTHING from that point in time. It made me a pessimist, in less than 1 second.
15+ years, I actually put effort into being sad, and "Smoking" too, not for me, but for Little Brother and Little Sister

I would not let ME be happy, until I (thought) EVERYONE was good first. BIG mistake!
I slowly started heading "Down" for 15 actual dang years I was a "Bad" person. here is exactly why.
I was sad for my siblings, I would not just "be happy" until they we're safe and happy, every single time I ever happened to see them. <--That is unrealistic! It does NOT work, What did work? an E-cig and a little bit of "Team Work" <--Wonder Pets?!?!?!
I was "killing myself" as an addict, To Top tobacco, I was actually "hooked"
I tried my best to remember how many people die, and all the horrible pictures, and ad's and everything else!
Now the secret! *Worked For Me* I swear to "Good" <--extra O and it all makes sense!? (for me anyway)
Always look at "Light" NEVER Stare at "Darkness"
I was hooked, simply because so many others I see we're hooked... OMG!
Got an E-cig (don't know how to tell what type) and my little Brothers "unopened" bottle of Tasty Vapor "Butter Rum" VG!
That's it! I tried to "quit" 1000's of times, no go..... it was just not the right technique for me...(Before) I TRIED one last time to "save my own life" and what do you know? 1st TRY!!

I was sad, I smoked just to "Kill" my now precious Time.... Stop to Smell The ROSES <I can actually smell them again, not just smoke all the time!
Thank you for "Handing Me Back" my very own life.
It's 4:24am I still don't sleep quite right... Yet!
But I am happy enough to not even let myself be around "Dangerous" Cancer Causing Smoke...
Except when I get paid for helping out at the local Diesel Mechanic shop!
Thanks again. I WILL be back in a couple days to tell more of my story, Unless it's too boring.
Good Night Everyone!
Nicholas.
