
5/2 - 2: Did I mention I play chess? Did so at the age of 16; what is good about that? That game teaches you to think about moves beforehand.... depending on your level, how many moves ahead...... I went to the chess club in the city, and only two beat me, and both are master players, if you follow the game you know one by name. What does that mean? I have a mind reeling over the moves six to eight times prior the next move...... That being said; I have never faced this thing in my life before, and thank you all for your great words, your great advice, your great prayers, thoughts, vibes. Your words on this
thread, and your words by phone call helped me greatly; not to say that it is over in any way, nor that I do not want more advice...... Your help, helps me... My mind can not stop reeling: but one day when this is over it will be free.... Rant? not sure I don't think so..... over
