6/27 #1
...27th is my birth DAY ...(August is the BIG day) ...so should be a GOOD day today
.......on to my morning catch up posts...
6/26#3 Yeah, and we do keep it cool in the
shop. Cold, in fact (stepdot prefers meat locker temps to sanity). I even have a standard retort to the "it's nice and cool in here." comment. I say "I hate it. I'd much rather be hot and dusty and fending off flies, but the make me keep it this way for the tourists. It's rough, but I'll manage..." However, all of that assumes that people are capable of walking from their air conditioned house to their air conditioned car, and from their air conditioned car to my air conditioned
shop. This is 'murica, and folks be getting lazier by the second...
I was gonna write more, but I'm too lazy to do it...
hahaha! Shawn... our lovable curmudgeon ! Reminds me of my Dad...folks always came in and asked him what he had for FREE today...well..when you've been workin your tail off all day...and he would have rather been fishing or kickin back on a Saturday...the best reply he could muster was "well...you can have a kick in the ......or a punch in the nose"...LOL
...they thot he was being funny, so it became a regular thing with some customers...though secretly, I think my father really meant it!!
I loved her with all my soul, heart, life and heart.... How?
It is coming to an end... I will not lie: I would take her back, she was my love
It is just my voice, but many others... I have waited for this day as well
Well treefam, I have hit an all time low... a few more and then a sign off for tiggs..
I had friends at ECF call me, no more. I had friends call me earlier in this trial.... no more; even my physical counselor has abandoned me.... Guess it is true...
Uncle said it best Tiggs ..you have friends here ...you are a very expressive person...and you shared that with your music yesterday....I have difficulty telling where you the artist ends and the music begins...perhaps they are that closely related...so I just let you play on...musicians hafta play like they hafta breath....but you are not alone here ..even tho I am often at a loss for words...Like many of us here ....I will "like"a post ...when it's something sad..not becuz if pleases me...but to show support..
...here is Katz's take on why you are feeling what you are right now...even as this whole fiasco has been tearing you apart bit by bit...day by day...even as the resolution of it all will be "a good thing" ..that it's almost over...and yet you start the new future with that hole in it....and no one else can fill that for you...My Life certainly haz holes in it...but they are relatively small now...I work around them...I acknowledge them..so as not to get sucked back into the fruitless oblivion of the past....They are smaller now and take up less of my Life ....I can see the forrest now, where before I saw only a big ole hole....You can fill your Life from here with whatever you want...maybe just not that which you cannot have...I envisioned you feeling pain, even as your struggles are resolving yourself like this picture :
I call it "Leaning against the Wind"
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..this has been you as you've had to deal with some pretty painful things.
I used to live in a really windy city up in Alaska...There was a running joke..."How can you telll when the Wind stops blowing?: Answer : You fall over. "
Perhaps that can help you grasp WHY when things are finally starting to resolve ...you feel so ______________ (fill in the blank)
Perhaps, now that the "Wind" is dying off...you find yourself "falling over" ....???? ...that would be expected....now what do you want to do next? (end of sermon
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Peace brother ...now soldier on.[/QUOTE]
..............I hope you have a wonderful day....
if we start celebrating our birth DAY in addition to our BIRTH DAY /Happy Mother's Day 
