Well everyone looks like I'm going to survive this round and a big part I owe to you all.When I saw the thread L'Bug started and read all the well wishes I'm not ashamed to say I cryed like a baby! I re-read the thread each day and it gave me more than any medicine could! I'm just this side of my "normal" state but I am taking care not to overdo anything.It is hard to accept when you no longer can be or do what you used to and have to hold back.On the other hand I believe in time there is a future purpose in my life that the good Lord will lead me to when the time is right.So my dear friends in the meantime I remain here perhaps not as active as I wish I could be but ready as I am able to help in any way I can.PIF is a family to come home to with welcoming arms,open hearts and always a heartfelt hug to all new and old.May God bless each and everyone of this very special family;sincerely,Gramakittycat