Hi all i am new to this forum having followed it's threads for a few years now figured i would sign up.
I have used ecigs on and off for a few years but without much success, to be honest mostly because of psycological reasons rather than side effects, the longest i went was 7 days before i fell for the trick of just having a cig now and then as a "treat" for staying on ecigs, well the day i bought the tobacco that was it again, and this has happened a few times.
The problem is i am only 26 and i smoke more than 80 rollups a day, i don't know anyone else on the planet who smokes as much as i do, ecspecially at my age, i started at 14 due to a older kid introducing me to it saying it was cool and not harmfull, i was talented fit and played football daily, within a year i quit football and did no excercise. Within the last few years due to life stresses and just habit now, the smoking has got so out of control, the cost for one and secondly my health, i can barely breath, i cant sleep for more than 30minutes without waking up to cough up gunk to clear my airways, i get chest pains and starting to get sinus problems.
I'm not overweight i'm quite thin for my height (6ft'1) mainly because i don't eat, that's because the amount i smoke i just don't really feel i have a apetite.
I don't like doctors ( no offence to any here) i believe in the power to cure myself, i do suffer with anxiety that i was put on anti depressants for, but i stopped taking because i felt like i was losing my sanity, not really fully recovered from them over 6months now (Quit cold turkey) but i will! I Won't take an anti depressant or any medication again if possible, it's just not for me.
Well i have a kid now and girlfriend, so i want to see the baby grow up to be a adult, I can feel within myself i wont last much longer if i don't take serious action, and take responsability for my life.
I joined this forum for support and also to learn more about E-cigs in general, i started with the basic disposable ones but looking to improve, hoping to keep updates on my progress too which can give an incentive.
Sorry if my post seems abit morbid, i am in no way morbid i am feeling determined and motivated right now.
Nice to meet you all and hope your E-cig experiences are going well.
I have used ecigs on and off for a few years but without much success, to be honest mostly because of psycological reasons rather than side effects, the longest i went was 7 days before i fell for the trick of just having a cig now and then as a "treat" for staying on ecigs, well the day i bought the tobacco that was it again, and this has happened a few times.
The problem is i am only 26 and i smoke more than 80 rollups a day, i don't know anyone else on the planet who smokes as much as i do, ecspecially at my age, i started at 14 due to a older kid introducing me to it saying it was cool and not harmfull, i was talented fit and played football daily, within a year i quit football and did no excercise. Within the last few years due to life stresses and just habit now, the smoking has got so out of control, the cost for one and secondly my health, i can barely breath, i cant sleep for more than 30minutes without waking up to cough up gunk to clear my airways, i get chest pains and starting to get sinus problems.
I'm not overweight i'm quite thin for my height (6ft'1) mainly because i don't eat, that's because the amount i smoke i just don't really feel i have a apetite.
I don't like doctors ( no offence to any here) i believe in the power to cure myself, i do suffer with anxiety that i was put on anti depressants for, but i stopped taking because i felt like i was losing my sanity, not really fully recovered from them over 6months now (Quit cold turkey) but i will! I Won't take an anti depressant or any medication again if possible, it's just not for me.
Well i have a kid now and girlfriend, so i want to see the baby grow up to be a adult, I can feel within myself i wont last much longer if i don't take serious action, and take responsability for my life.
I joined this forum for support and also to learn more about E-cigs in general, i started with the basic disposable ones but looking to improve, hoping to keep updates on my progress too which can give an incentive.
Sorry if my post seems abit morbid, i am in no way morbid i am feeling determined and motivated right now.
Nice to meet you all and hope your E-cig experiences are going well.