I now feel guilty!

[badboy]

I had a hearing today. Long story... But anyways i went and bought a pack of cigs to celebrate my victory! I have smoked a couple and now feel guilty about it. I guess that's a good thing that i feel guilty..And it stinks bad! I remember my Mom always telling me i smelled like a ashtray when i smoked. Wow I never noticed how bad the smell is until i went to vaping.. Man it does stink bad. And now when I'm around somebody who smoke's i think they smell like a ashtray. Well I don't think i will celebrate anything by smoking a cigarette again. They even taste nasty now!

 

[mistinthewoods]

You're not that kid from "so you think you can dance" are you?

 

[badboy]

No i am not!! But i know him.. His parents live by my Aunt.. He is a great kid. Your talking about Kent Boyd right? No i have no rhythm. lol I only dance if I've had a couple beers..

 

[tankerman]

Don't feel guilty feel happy. I too was beating myself up but now relize that the pv just taste better. I guess we all go back to the analogs sometimes but relize theirs something missing with them. They are dry and smell and they don't hold the awe like they used to. Keep up the good work and don't beat yerself up so much

 

[mistinthewoods]

No i am not!! But i know him.. His parents live by my Aunt.. He is a great kid. Your talking about Kent Boyd right? No i have no rhythm. lol I only dance if I've had a couple beers..

Yeah. he doesn't seem like he'd be a big smoker. I just noticed the town name. How close to Toledo is that? I worked in Toledo for 12 years.

 

[whiskey]

No reason at all to feel guilty!!!We have all gone through that phase for sure...Just keep going at it..be glad you've discovered a tool to help you!!!
We all have had a bump in the road..perfectly normal!!

 

[sherv101]

No reason to feel guilty. Just hop back on the wagon.

 

[badboy]

Yeah. he doesn't seem like he'd be a big smoker. I just noticed the town name. How close to Toledo is that? I worked in Toledo for 12 years.

It is about a hour and 20 minutes.. I can get there in about a hour driving about 75mph.. Not to terribly far!
That was funny when Nigel was trying to pronounce the name of my town. Wapakoneta is kinda hard to say for the first time or even the first ten times.. Alot of people call it Walkupandeather. lol Stupid i know!!