Good evening all. Not hiding as it were, I've been reading but just don't have anything to say. Life has become a bit of a struggle lately. I don't know from day to day, week to week if I will have a job in the future. With all the talk at work, I'm thinking probably not but I'm keeping the faith that something there, or if not there but somewhere else will open up. I'm also struggling with my daughter and her health issues. They've tested her for Celiac and that was negative so now they are looking at Crohn's or Ulcerative Coilitis as the catalyst for her health issues. It's really hard watching one of your kids go
through that. I think my son is addicted to drugs so that is weighing on me too. So yep! Life is very hard for me right now with all the uncertainty that's surrounding me. I'm trying really, really hard to stay positive at this point and time but it's difficult.
And since we're kinda having a coming out party here maybe it's time for me to confess a bit. With the talk of religion, I'm Pagan. Yes, that's witchcraft and no, I do not worship satan, contrary to popular belief. I've always had a strange distrust of organized religion even though I went to church faithfully from the time I was a small child up until a few years ago. But I always questioned the things I was being told. It just never "fit" for me. I started doing some research and met a Pagan girl at work. She opened my eyes to a whole new world. One I was comfortable being in so I did even more research and finally felt complete. Now that I'm all out in the open, I hope that I'm still welcome here.