To be clear, if I leave it won't be entirely by choice, nor will it be for what might seem to be the obvious reason. I'm not going to jeopardize this thread though by bringing it here.
A dear friend and wise man, once kinda explained to me. You're not going to change the direction of a bus by standing in front of it while it is barreling down the highway. Just get run over, and nothing is accomplished. Sit behind the driver, be his buddy, make small talk, and sneak a suggestion in once in awhile. It'll turn.
off! Lol