I'm not sure why I waited so long to enter this contest; switching to vaping has meant so much to me it's almost hard to talk (type) about.
My husband and I moved in together in the late 80s and after many years together decided to have a baby and get married. We were not particularly concerned about the order, so we started planning the wedding and trying to get pregnant.
Six years later we had been married a long time, and it was starting to fray at the edges, because we could not apparently conceive. I felt then and believe now that our smoking, and mine in particular, was a contributing factor in our infertility.
Then, immediately after we gave up, a miracle happened, and I'll tell you the story of how that happened for my second post. Don't worry, I'll leave out the stuff you already know.
We were so excited to finally be expecting, and you would think that I would have given up cigarettes the minute I even suspected that something I had hoped for for so long had happened, wouldn't you? Well I couldn't. Beer? Bye Bye. Wine? Why? Sake? Sayonara. But cigs? I couldn't completely go without. I begged my husband for drags of his which he begrudgingly gave me. I stole his butts out of the ashtrays outside and lit them and put them out. I even bummed one off of a homeless guy downtown once and smoked the whole thing with him in the stairwell of a parking garage where noone would see me. I never smoked much, I went days and weeks without, but I never gave it up completely and it will haunt me until I die.
However, sometimes good things happen to us no matter how stupid we behave, and here he is:
This was taken visiting family. (my sister in law's place, meh. ) No one in my family smokes. No one. Just me. So I spent a lot of this day sneaking away to find a place down the street to have a quick smoke.
Here's another one. He was very cute this day with his cousins at my folks' place, but again, I spent a lot of the time trying to figure out when I could sneak away for a smoke.
This is one of my all time favorite pictures; since it was taken in my very own front yard you can bet I was smoking when I took it.
A few winters ago. Imagine, if you will, what I could have bought him for Christmas that year if we didn't spend so much on cigarettes.
And these days, an adolescent starting Junior High in a couple of weeks. He has been relentless in the last year in leaning on us to stop smoking, and he's smart and well-spoken enough to really make it sting. I have wanted to quit smoking desperately for several years, and as you can see, I have all it takes to motivate me. He's a great kid, and he's the only one I will ever have, and I love him like fire

and all I ever wanted to do was grow him up and marry him off to someone good who will make him laugh and love him hard.
I bought a Volt kit from Smokeless Image and broke my smoking addiction of 25 years in a matter of 2 weeks.
Now I've had 2 miracles, more than my share, and that's my story of what vaping means to me. It means everything.