Hello,
I figured since I Need 5 or more posts to post in other threads I would introduce myself. I started smoking when I was 14 and quickly became a pack a day or more chain smoker. Smoking rapidly evolved from fun and enjoyable to disgusting, health obliterating but absolutely fiendishly necessary. I tried all the nrt products with pitiful results. Finally after multiple failed cold turkey attempts I succeeded, 8 years after my 1st puff, and only by literally staying inside and away from everyone and everything for the 1st few weeks. It took a full year for all the cravings, nightmares and general ill feelings to subside. And then it was great, I was a true non-smoker, I didn't want a smoke at all... That is until 5 years later one night and 25 ish drinks too many, a girl put a cigarette in my mouth and well... back to a pack a day in no time. Another 5 years passed hating every day as a smoker but unwilling to attempt another serious quit knowing what it took for me to succeed. I just couldnt do it, by now real life responsibilities demanded that I couldnt lock myself in a room for month just to get started. I did try the electronic cigarettes around 2007ish, the ones that looked like cigarettes, but they were absolute crap. Just when I was contemplating the idea that I might never be able to quit and that I would surely die before 45 from heart attack or cancer, I got myself an ecig starter kit and without even planning to quit right away I found that I loved it and I didnt want a cigarette. And so here I am. A vapor. Maybe I'll quit vaping at some point maybe I'll cut down, but I don't care, it doesn't matter. What matters is I'm not coughing up disgusting .... hoping no one saw it. My blood pressure doesn't feel like it's going to explode. I don't stink. I don't have that awful ashtray taste in my mouth that makes me want to brush my teeth all day long. And I'm not dropping 400-500$/month on a stupid habit that I hate.
It hasn't been long but there's no going back now.
Nick
I figured since I Need 5 or more posts to post in other threads I would introduce myself. I started smoking when I was 14 and quickly became a pack a day or more chain smoker. Smoking rapidly evolved from fun and enjoyable to disgusting, health obliterating but absolutely fiendishly necessary. I tried all the nrt products with pitiful results. Finally after multiple failed cold turkey attempts I succeeded, 8 years after my 1st puff, and only by literally staying inside and away from everyone and everything for the 1st few weeks. It took a full year for all the cravings, nightmares and general ill feelings to subside. And then it was great, I was a true non-smoker, I didn't want a smoke at all... That is until 5 years later one night and 25 ish drinks too many, a girl put a cigarette in my mouth and well... back to a pack a day in no time. Another 5 years passed hating every day as a smoker but unwilling to attempt another serious quit knowing what it took for me to succeed. I just couldnt do it, by now real life responsibilities demanded that I couldnt lock myself in a room for month just to get started. I did try the electronic cigarettes around 2007ish, the ones that looked like cigarettes, but they were absolute crap. Just when I was contemplating the idea that I might never be able to quit and that I would surely die before 45 from heart attack or cancer, I got myself an ecig starter kit and without even planning to quit right away I found that I loved it and I didnt want a cigarette. And so here I am. A vapor. Maybe I'll quit vaping at some point maybe I'll cut down, but I don't care, it doesn't matter. What matters is I'm not coughing up disgusting .... hoping no one saw it. My blood pressure doesn't feel like it's going to explode. I don't stink. I don't have that awful ashtray taste in my mouth that makes me want to brush my teeth all day long. And I'm not dropping 400-500$/month on a stupid habit that I hate.
It hasn't been long but there's no going back now.
Nick
