Prologue:
The hard thing about the switch from analogs to vaping is the self-awareness.
After the initial months/years of analogs, you don't really keep checking yourself daily. One day your throat is sore, one day you realize your lung is affected, one day someone complains about the smell on your mouth/clothes that you can't even notice anymore, etc. Your health and social environment was what set up the baseline for the tobacco addiction.
vaping is so "harmless"(for me), that I'm not even being anxious here, I'm being smart: I know I'm very prone to nicotine poisoning. Specially because I have emetophobia (haven't thrown up in years now) so my brain/body has learned to "ignore" nausea. What will hit me when it happens will be the hard stuff. (Also, as my taste comes back, I just realized this "marlboro" juice is disgusting. Will confuse nausea with being disgusted with this poor choice of first liquid and buying 50 ml while at it
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I used to chain smoke 2-3 packs a day (smoking for 7 years, chain smoking that figure for 3-4). Wake up, fully smoke 1-3 analogs while just reading or watching news. Then start "idle smoking habit" with the ashtray being 70% of the time a nasty incense holder. Number of packs vary since can't smoke everywhere, but I can smoke in front of my computer and it doesn't get in the way of programming, studying or playing.
Eventually I will get used to self-tritate, as I've read here, but have I started too high nicotine level? The problem I see is that sometimes I watch myself trying to ramp up, trying to get the 6-30 seconds "hit" an analog gives. Sometimes I watch myself doing "angry sucking" on my egos and worrying about breaking them.
Should I have two rigs with different nic levels? One with, let's say, 6 mg for "idle vaping", and one with 18 mg for "soothing hit vaping"? I don't want to raise my nicotine tolerance because of the different ramping that vaping has.
For science:
Should we work on a better ballpark math baseline for self tritation? I've read the nicotine absorption rate Nature article, and started to get some ideas of extrapolating the curves and using it to work the variables: ramping, old daily intake, nicotine tolerance. But this I will leave for another post when I think this through better.
The hard thing about the switch from analogs to vaping is the self-awareness.
vaping is so "harmless"(for me), that I'm not even being anxious here, I'm being smart: I know I'm very prone to nicotine poisoning. Specially because I have emetophobia (haven't thrown up in years now) so my brain/body has learned to "ignore" nausea. What will hit me when it happens will be the hard stuff. (Also, as my taste comes back, I just realized this "marlboro" juice is disgusting. Will confuse nausea with being disgusted with this poor choice of first liquid and buying 50 ml while at it

I used to chain smoke 2-3 packs a day (smoking for 7 years, chain smoking that figure for 3-4). Wake up, fully smoke 1-3 analogs while just reading or watching news. Then start "idle smoking habit" with the ashtray being 70% of the time a nasty incense holder. Number of packs vary since can't smoke everywhere, but I can smoke in front of my computer and it doesn't get in the way of programming, studying or playing.
Eventually I will get used to self-tritate, as I've read here, but have I started too high nicotine level? The problem I see is that sometimes I watch myself trying to ramp up, trying to get the 6-30 seconds "hit" an analog gives. Sometimes I watch myself doing "angry sucking" on my egos and worrying about breaking them.

Should I have two rigs with different nic levels? One with, let's say, 6 mg for "idle vaping", and one with 18 mg for "soothing hit vaping"? I don't want to raise my nicotine tolerance because of the different ramping that vaping has.
For science:
Should we work on a better ballpark math baseline for self tritation? I've read the nicotine absorption rate Nature article, and started to get some ideas of extrapolating the curves and using it to work the variables: ramping, old daily intake, nicotine tolerance. But this I will leave for another post when I think this through better.