Thanks to everyone for your kindness & support. Tidegirl, I'm not usually a big country music fan but that song is great. Made me cry but crying is good in this situation, I think. cyberianhussy, that quote is beautiful, thank you.
It was weird, I was sitting here crying & mom's friend called me, she was also crying. She said my dad is angry that everyone keeps posting pictures of mom on facebook and asked her to stop. I told her to just block him from those posts. I worry about my dad. I have 2 much younger half siblings who are 15 and 12 and I worry about them too. And me, I'm 200 miles away.
Been back to
vaping some yesterday & today but still want an anaolog badly.
Anyway, thank you very much to everyone for your support. This is such a horrible loss and I don't wish it on anyone. To those who have been through losing a parent, my condolences to you as well. Hubby lost his mom 3 years ago and I always empathized of course, but now I really know how it feels and I don't want to know this feeling.
Keep on
vaping, folks. I will too, but I think the analogs are going to unfortunately be in the picture a bit longer. Just need to set a new goal & start over. Plus, all my
e-liquid is like 9mg/ml so maybe I need to order more 18mg or something to try & start over. Maybe that will help get off the analogs again.
We all have set backs from time to time. This is def. a valid time. Lighting a candle for you.
