Hehe some people just love the Drama and love to cause it
hey I know lets ship all those people to Xeon! Then we could get back to our nice comfy vape haven where we actually can have conversations trying to help people!
BTW AZVagabond I could use some help with that.
Ever since I picked it back up i just can't seem to let go of the analogs
I think I am afraid of another Nic reaction. I vape but not quite as much as before and smoke more as a result ( this of course keeps giveing me that pre reaction feeling and I back off the vapeing) you have any suggestions?
I could use a shock tactic and show you some pics of my brother in law who just had his palate removed because of mouth cancer due to tobacco, but that could "damage" you...any luck with the VG?
I personally would suggest (don't laugh) meditation...NOW WAIT!
I AM NOT one of those "metaphysical" types who hum in perfect unison to the harmony of the universe (no offense to those of you who do, but I like my NFL way too much and dont feel I can give that up! I heard you had to give up watching football in order to understand the New Age religions! JK) I do believe in the power of stress management and mediation as a form of impulse control.
I can imagine that if you had a bad nic overdose how it would make you hesitant to expose yourself to it...I must admit Ive OD on nicotine myself and it is not a pleasant experience, the nausea, the acrid burning taste that is difficult to get rid of (Milk of Magnesia/ or some other anti-acid that "coats" helps it though). But worse of all is the distant, detached, almost dazed feeling.
I would of course start slow, vape only for nic cravings at first, not for recreation, or if possible vape 0 nic all day and keep a midrange nic VK or other device ready for the cravings.
I would think the difficulty is also in the fact that the novelty of it is gone for you. I would suggest trying to find a vapor virgin to re-explore the excitement of vaping for the first time again...there is a lot to be said for discovery, or in your case rediscovery.
Im kinda hopin' that Steve or Mark reads this and might have a trick or to up their sleeves to help you out. Something new they can guinea pig you with to re-spark your interest.