For nearly 40 years, I was an addicted smoker. The best metaphor I know to describe how I felt is to say that my "relationship" to cigarettes was like the most dysfunctional affair or marriage, where you love/hate someone who loves/hates you just as intensely. The list of negative repercussions from my smoking was almost endless (and serious), but I loved smoking more than any human being.
For some years, I bought cigarettes on the internet, mainly from American Indian nation sites, because they were, well, not quite dirt-cheap, but comparatively affordable. Health problems finally caused me to cut back. I went from decades as a two-and-a-half pack per day chain smoker to having only 6-8 cigarettes per day. I didn't want to quit, but I could see the handwriting on the wall. When Congress passed the ban on sending cigarettes through the mails, that was the final nail in the coffin, so to speak. Though I had a year's stash of cigarettes (about 12 cartons), I decided to quit.
I was already getting spam emails daily about electronic cigarettes (all from those lousy rretailers that prey off the uninformed, selling crappy e-cig kits in mall kiosks at almost criminally inflated prices). I knew better than to fall for those scams, so I spent some time googling e-cigs and found ECF. I did my research, read the forums, and a week later purchased my first personal vaporizer, a Riva kit from Liberty-Flights. After my first day of vaping, I quit smoking cold-turkey.
That was year ago. Since then, I've spent humongous sums of money on vaping stuff, far more than I would have spent on cigarettes. I've bought 41 PVs and mods, tons of gear (atties, cartos, tanks, batteries, chargers, etc.), and about 8 liters of juice and diy supplies. But I haven't smoked a single cigarette since the day I stopped smoking in October of 2010. I'm not denying myself cigarettes; I simply don't want to smoke anymore. Vaping is better.