Kelly79 Days like that, you should be asleep!!
Don't worry, 11-yr olds are notoriously attention deficient! I'm sure he was glad you called...things ok when he's with you? I have two g'sons, I just talked to the youngest a month ago for the first time in 5 yrs, and have to say we had a pretty good talk, he's just turned 17, got an early-out graduation so he could join the Marines. Not what I wanted to hear, but know that will be excellent for him....his mom (my daughter) and dad have been divorced since the boys were 1 & 1 1/2, and have only been with Mom for not quite 4 years. So is constant strain between Mom and Me! So know how really crappy it can be for all! Just be very patient and don't expect too much from them and they'll come around. Do all you can to talk 1x1 with him. talk talk talk. It is the hardest thing in the world to enjoy a relationship by phone. I'm not good at it, for sure.
Do you live away from him and your parents? You sound like a lonely person, first impression. Don't mean to assume anything. How old are the two with you?
Kelly I wouldn't want to go
through raising kids (I had two girls) again for anything, it was wonderful when they were little, I had a lot of support from both our parents, mostly his, but it was still kinda lonely, never-ending chores and constant demands, from everyone! not enough sleep, all stuff you really have to dedicate yourself too, for not too much thanks! Their Dad kinda just set the rules and went on his merry way doing his own thing. I was stay-at-home, but when I needed to get away had to hire a baby sitter, he'd never stay with them. By the time I got back everything was in turmoil, he'd yell and want to know what I was doing so long....ish. Couldn't go far anyway, so didn't like to go much. Hubby worked harder to get out of work than to work. Never made much money, was always behind bills, and always an excuse. Always somebody else's fault! So we tried not to demand anything. Till after abour year #19, I demanded out! Totally selfish man, still to this day it's all about him!
Things do get better, though, when your babies are old enough to really be of help...are you working or stay home. It's great if you can be their main Mom, but you won't have much "your" life till you're about 50 or so, so enjoy all the fun things you can...it is all about the kids! If you're a working mom it's still about the kids!
Hope tomorrow is better....you go to bed, I'm going too, I said that 2 hours ago! I found you here, so wanted to say Hi. Maybe I'll be able to find you again sometime.
Have a good one!
Kate