Shiny days ahead.
I used to mod at crazymeds and crazyboards. LOL. Had to move on to new things. I am HOPING that crazyboards took a core dump like crazy meds just way too much of my past on there.
Abilify made me see dead people the one night I tried it.
My (free but not smart) pdoc made me take it at TRIPLE the dose (my cholesterol was being bad) instead of Seroquel, my AAP of FOREVER.
3 days in I wound up fleeing the state with the kid but ditched somewhere near New Mexico. My impulse when ill is to "take your meds" only I had no concept of time so I was like taking them over and over. Once I started LOSING time I had this lucid moment where I was like, "Someone besides me needs to take the kid" so I called my family and they wound up committing me (I think my temp was like 106 or something) anyway my mom was super pisssssseeed at me and while I was on like 18 meds at this really terrible Tucson hospital (my doc did not like mouthy, independent women, as it happened he was a Muslim) so he REFUSED to give me Seroquel for like 3 weeks and in the meantime I was having the husband try to get the patient rights people to get me because he wanted to ship me out of state to a long term facility and well.....
Fortunately my doc knew a doc in there and they slipped me enough Seroquel that I like, could sleep a BIT. Mostly I stared through this frosted glass that was slightly CROOKED and this well, chip monk came every morning and I got to see a lot of shoes. I was not very lucid like one day I spent being Angelina Jolie (restful) one really bad day I like, pulled my hair out one by one. Etc. I mean, it SUUUUCKED. I did so much pacing in bad shoes I grew an inch.
I got to the state hospital eventually and like that was good because I had some serious detoxing to do. I was on 2000 mg of Seroquel at one point. It was worth it.
Then, I had to fight the gosh darned CPS case my mom had dreamed up, because I refused to give her custody of my kid when my ex was threatening to like, not send him back. Only idiocy CPS almost sent him BACK to my ex and my mom had to be all like, "Oh NO my daughter is a GREAT mom when she's sane instead of getting custody herself.
So then I had to deal with a dang CPS case and it was NOT FUN thank god for my ongoing worker like, she was sane and could see what happened. Man though the CPS GROUPS. Ooooh.
My mother has never apologized for that. That's quite alright though, because I have never forgiven her, either.
Also, you can pry my Seroquel from my cold dead hand because I don't sleep without it, Dr, Sadist Tried his Very best good thing there was no ECT in there or I woulda had it and not by choice.
I'd rather eat a roach than live that portion of my life over too. But, my cholesterol is fine now, go figure it was the smoking.
Abilify may be great for some, but as far as I'm concerned they can string up the drug makers in the village square for a good stoning. You can string my mother up there Too, you don't Activate CPS as your personal custody HOPE doing that is SO NOT SMART.
Anna
I used to mod at crazymeds and crazyboards. LOL. Had to move on to new things. I am HOPING that crazyboards took a core dump like crazy meds just way too much of my past on there.
Abilify made me see dead people the one night I tried it.
My (free but not smart) pdoc made me take it at TRIPLE the dose (my cholesterol was being bad) instead of Seroquel, my AAP of FOREVER.
3 days in I wound up fleeing the state with the kid but ditched somewhere near New Mexico. My impulse when ill is to "take your meds" only I had no concept of time so I was like taking them over and over. Once I started LOSING time I had this lucid moment where I was like, "Someone besides me needs to take the kid" so I called my family and they wound up committing me (I think my temp was like 106 or something) anyway my mom was super pisssssseeed at me and while I was on like 18 meds at this really terrible Tucson hospital (my doc did not like mouthy, independent women, as it happened he was a Muslim) so he REFUSED to give me Seroquel for like 3 weeks and in the meantime I was having the husband try to get the patient rights people to get me because he wanted to ship me out of state to a long term facility and well.....
Fortunately my doc knew a doc in there and they slipped me enough Seroquel that I like, could sleep a BIT. Mostly I stared through this frosted glass that was slightly CROOKED and this well, chip monk came every morning and I got to see a lot of shoes. I was not very lucid like one day I spent being Angelina Jolie (restful) one really bad day I like, pulled my hair out one by one. Etc. I mean, it SUUUUCKED. I did so much pacing in bad shoes I grew an inch.
I got to the state hospital eventually and like that was good because I had some serious detoxing to do. I was on 2000 mg of Seroquel at one point. It was worth it.
Then, I had to fight the gosh darned CPS case my mom had dreamed up, because I refused to give her custody of my kid when my ex was threatening to like, not send him back. Only idiocy CPS almost sent him BACK to my ex and my mom had to be all like, "Oh NO my daughter is a GREAT mom when she's sane instead of getting custody herself.
So then I had to deal with a dang CPS case and it was NOT FUN thank god for my ongoing worker like, she was sane and could see what happened. Man though the CPS GROUPS. Ooooh.
My mother has never apologized for that. That's quite alright though, because I have never forgiven her, either.
Also, you can pry my Seroquel from my cold dead hand because I don't sleep without it, Dr, Sadist Tried his Very best good thing there was no ECT in there or I woulda had it and not by choice.
I'd rather eat a roach than live that portion of my life over too. But, my cholesterol is fine now, go figure it was the smoking.
Abilify may be great for some, but as far as I'm concerned they can string up the drug makers in the village square for a good stoning. You can string my mother up there Too, you don't Activate CPS as your personal custody HOPE doing that is SO NOT SMART.
Anna
