I am not new to ecigs, and in fact I know long run they are better for me, but I tend to backslide and pick up analogs again. Recently upon moving I have a roomie who constant gripes about my use of analogs and my husbands usage of them as well since he quit two years ago. This person is extremely push, and is making me feel forced to switch back to the ecig, but mentally I am not wanting to do so as I feel I am not 100% ready. I feel when I start vaping again, I am gonna do the switch and with success this time not going back when ready. Just one problem is 1) I have an revolver ecig talon(older model, lava tube style) and I feel self conscious using it like the lava tube is awkward and embarrassing. Two I am one who wants to do things for myself with out a peanut gallery freaking out and cheering about it, when my choices have nothing to do with them. How do I get over this mindset of being embarrassed of the lava tube, even though the system does work better for delivery for me? Or how to take compliments for doing good for myself without getting irked at the camp councilor attitude. I am not trying to be an immature brat, it's I am one for things that are non events to not become major news among friends, I feel it jinxes me.