I think that one of the reasons that I doubt that God talks to me is because it's so hard to believe that He would actually talk to me! That's why I doubt and just assume that it's just my own mind or something.
I mean.......me???? Me??? This strange, quirky woman who has done just about everything bad known to man in her life? ME? Seriously?
I can see Him talking to someone who is squeeky clean and has always lived and obeyed His word, but I did just about every wrong known to man, and then some. I was really bad, I mean it, I wont' get into it, but believe me when I tell you that I could write a book. My entire life has been one gigantic screw up after another, I'm like the red headed step child in my family.
That's why I'm the ever doubting thomas. I should really stop doubting how much He loves me.
I mean.......me???? Me??? This strange, quirky woman who has done just about everything bad known to man in her life? ME? Seriously?
I can see Him talking to someone who is squeeky clean and has always lived and obeyed His word, but I did just about every wrong known to man, and then some. I was really bad, I mean it, I wont' get into it, but believe me when I tell you that I could write a book. My entire life has been one gigantic screw up after another, I'm like the red headed step child in my family.
That's why I'm the ever doubting thomas. I should really stop doubting how much He loves me.