Not sure if anyone is actually going to read this but here goes; my life story. My deepest, darkest secrets:
Thanks to my brother, who sent me an eGo, My last analog was Saturday night. Without the vaporizer I don't think I would have made it happen. I hadn't really wanted to quit but everyone else did..
I have/had Stage IV colon cancer, something that is rare for a person my age. At the age of 16 I started smoking, at 21 I quit and started working out regularly and ate healthy so the cancer diagnosis was a shock, despite a few bad years of partying. Diagnosed as Stage III at age 30, I (stupidly) started smoking when I was diagnosed with Stage IV out of depression & self-hatred for my betraying and surgery-mutilated body and thinking I might as well do whatever the hell I wanted since I wasn't going to live much longer. If it hadn't been for the support of my family & friends I don't know if I'd even be here. It was a long mental/emotional/physical healing process but I'm now accepting of it all, the robot body parts, the challenges that I will be faced with for the rest of my life, and I have started to feel good and enjoy life & activities again. Maybe there's a reason this type of stuff happens to us, who knows. Quitting smoking is another step in the right direction. But let's face it, the real reason I'm here is I'm in puppy-love with vaping now and ready to dive in headfirst.
I want to know EVERYTHING.
Thanks to my brother, who sent me an eGo, My last analog was Saturday night. Without the vaporizer I don't think I would have made it happen. I hadn't really wanted to quit but everyone else did..
I have/had Stage IV colon cancer, something that is rare for a person my age. At the age of 16 I started smoking, at 21 I quit and started working out regularly and ate healthy so the cancer diagnosis was a shock, despite a few bad years of partying. Diagnosed as Stage III at age 30, I (stupidly) started smoking when I was diagnosed with Stage IV out of depression & self-hatred for my betraying and surgery-mutilated body and thinking I might as well do whatever the hell I wanted since I wasn't going to live much longer. If it hadn't been for the support of my family & friends I don't know if I'd even be here. It was a long mental/emotional/physical healing process but I'm now accepting of it all, the robot body parts, the challenges that I will be faced with for the rest of my life, and I have started to feel good and enjoy life & activities again. Maybe there's a reason this type of stuff happens to us, who knows. Quitting smoking is another step in the right direction. But let's face it, the real reason I'm here is I'm in puppy-love with vaping now and ready to dive in headfirst.
I want to know EVERYTHING.