Morning my unplanned Saturday but to go shopping for more food turned out to be a good day.

Found the grill I wanted 19$ so did country style ribs last night and have leftovers of yummy today. I had to make a list for myself for many things during that last panic attack and prove to myself first I was good with my finances second that I could actually spend it.
Not joking it took me a few days to get my mind to go, you can
buy food you are allowed. I know crazy. Guilt over my own tax money.

I wanted one good cooking and steak knife, they don't have just one, but a
three pack was cheaper and black like my fork and butter knife so matches. Sharp cut
through the bell pepper like butter and has sleeves for each blade for a good reason. "Watch out little fingers."
Got a lot of spices that I have been missing making what I have a little to bland so back to getting good tasting food again. Oh and a wall plug Lavender scented diffuser. Went with a mental list came out with just one item more the grill. None at the local park (This is Texas right? we grill here? WTF) So wanted one.
Did you notice in the Halestorm video where she is very mad sounding on the top a few pages back, how she is going out smiling about to get onto stage and you can see it. She switches, a flick goes off and you can see it the smile goes and it is something deep down at the eight second mark and your like .....





run.... run.....