Just today I am pondering the truth in some old sayings. "If you love something, set it free. If it comes back to you, it was ment to be. If it doesn't, it was never yours to begin with. " and one of my own life standards, " If it's ment to be, it'll happen."
After my train-wreck life, I am too wary to even start hoping. But part of me hopes anyway, no matter how I try to intellectualize it away. Dear God, let me be open to Love and let it in.