I am patting myself on the back as it is now day 31 since I started vaping and have not had a cigarette. Why am I marking day 31 and not the usual 30 we see posted? Because in the last 30 years of smoking, the longest I have ever quit was 30 days, so today and every day after is a new milestone that I never thought I would or could achieve.
I still "judge" myself for not truly quitting as vaping is kind of a scapegoat. With that said, the ease vaping is letting me progress to be a non-smoker is the ONLY reason for my success. It has allowed me to work through the other smoking addictions rather than all at once which has always been a failure.
My next milestone should occur in about 3 weeks. That milestone will be where my vaping expense has matched what I would have spent on cigarettes. There forward, I will tin can the difference of savings and on the day when I truly quit all dependencies, I'll take my tin can and by myself something nice.
When that will happen, who knows, but it will, when I am ready.
I still "judge" myself for not truly quitting as vaping is kind of a scapegoat. With that said, the ease vaping is letting me progress to be a non-smoker is the ONLY reason for my success. It has allowed me to work through the other smoking addictions rather than all at once which has always been a failure.
My next milestone should occur in about 3 weeks. That milestone will be where my vaping expense has matched what I would have spent on cigarettes. There forward, I will tin can the difference of savings and on the day when I truly quit all dependencies, I'll take my tin can and by myself something nice.
When that will happen, who knows, but it will, when I am ready.
