Deeper Thoughts & Inner Weirdom 2

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Post traumatic stress chawawa.!
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Douglas fireworks were so lame I thought they might be that one overenthsiastic guy who buys a bunch of bottle rockets. Or, Mexico's (wrong color though.) There was a lot of orange. IDK if orange was on sale this year, or Douglas has some sort of interaction with it.

I found out the next day by asking some dude, who has a sense of direction, and seemed to magically "get" my location by asking me landmarks, like "were you facing toward the middle school" INSTEAD of mentioning the four winds because all of us Mah Jong players know they are evil and deceiving. I love that there are dudes able and willing to do this for me.

Douglas, too, has a big white D on its MOUNTAIN. Tucson does too, only it's an "A" because the U of A is so FULL of itself, it decided it needed a letter. Paige, AZ (The WORST TOWN OF ALL TIME, go there you will SEE) has a P. Me and the husband have pictures of us giving the "P" the finger.

I can't express how bad it is. Well, I can, it used to be owned by the Native Americans and they actually gave it BACK to the US government, going "Sorry, we don't want it," Times I know of that happeing kind of never,

Don't go there and especially don't GO THROUGH there, and then book a boating trip for the KID on a tour bus... That departed from AND returned to PAIGE, The husband and I were not happy,

I like my D though. I can kind of JUST start to see it as I'm 1000 feet from home, where I am FREE. Free to SUCK . Free to do my homework and housework as I choose because not I am not going to let anything like, get to THAT status, but sometimes it is SO NICE to be a D.

I'd almost go up there and put a minus but you know, you have to have standards of SOME sort.

This mountain crap? Got no clue? AZ residents too dumb to know where they are? Possible.

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Would you get a tummy tuck in Nogales Mexico if like 5 people asked if you were pregnant (and one of them didn't believe you and actually came over to examine your stomach? If the most RECENT person was your husband (today) and he already KNEW you were the exact OPPOSITE in your cycle? If you had had a severe bloating condition and it weakened your abs so that any yoga abs you have are on TOP of the bloating and you are just SICK OF IT???

I emailed a clinic to ask about it, To be fair, the benzo taper is not going so good today. I don't believe in plastic surgery and I have a feeling it is going to be cheaper (and safer) to call my very first therapist and spiritual mom who ALSO had an eating disorder but got better and discuss mah feelings.

But, I may wait for the quote I asked for from the clinic first.

I'm also NOT scheduling anything until at least 6 weeks after the great benzo taper, I'm officially a bit nuts.

Serious question though people! I'm not even gonna ask about poisoning the husband he should be dead about a billion times OVER if he got what he deserved (a good poisoning.)

HE CAN'T be that autistic, I think he was just MAD. OOOh, me TOO,

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Would you get a tummy tuck in Nogales Mexico if like 5 people asked if you were pregnant (and one of them didn't believe you and actually came over to examine your stomach? If the most RECENT person was your husband (today) and he already KNEW you were the exact OPPOSITE in your cycle? If you had had a severe bloating condition and it weakened your abs so that any yoga abs you have are on TOP of the bloating and you are just SICK OF IT???

I emailed a clinic to ask about it, To be fair, the benzo taper is not going so good today. I don't believe in plastic surgery and I have a feeling it is going to be cheaper (and safer) to call my very first therapist and spiritual mom who ALSO had an eating disorder but got better and discuss mah feelings.

But, I may wait for the quote I asked for from the clinic first.

I'm also NOT scheduling anything until at least 6 weeks after the great benzo taper, I'm officially a bit nuts.

Serious question though people! I'm not even gonna ask about poisoning the husband he should be dead about a billion times OVER if he got what he deserved (a good poisoning.)

HE CAN'T be that autistic, I think he was just MAD. OOOh, me TOO,

Anna
sexcersize that tummy away!!!
 

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The husband may not get laid again until AFTER the surgery, I'm just saying,

I mean, I know its "wrong" to use "sex" as a "weapon" in a "relationship"

However, it is also "wrong" to poison your spouse and that can land you in prison.

Nobody ever DIED of blue balls that I know of, despite protestations of death.

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I was so mad yesterday I forgot to do a funny pics search. This is a "thing" apparently.

WHY DON'T PEOPLE LEARN MANNERS I HAD MINE INSTILLED (and even though my mom smacked me around sometimes about it) I am GRATEFUL TO HAVE MANNERS.

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Elegant I'm using it next time.... OH GOD THERE WILL BE A NEXT TIME.

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Weird Al is the best.

You know, my brother plays about um, I think it's up to about 25 instruments now, and he said the harmonica (edit: accordion but I am leaving it, it amuses me) was one of the hardest to learn. There's a reason not everyone is using it. (Well, more than one reason anyway.)

Sometimes my little brother makes me feel like an underachiever and then I think "He has not had a job for much of his life." And also, "It was a terrible thing in the end, but I DID write a book and he didn't."

Etc.

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Not published. Finished. It just really sucks. "PERDONARE" is the title and since your mind is empty, like that is the Latin word for forgiveness but it has a beautiful definition "To Give Completely Holding Nothing Back."

I love that definition and I think it's a great title.

I just need to start on page two and do a total rewrite. LOL.

It's this strange mix of somewhat literary fiction, memoir and mental health manual. When I say it's not good I am NOT KIDDING. Heh.

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Not published. Finished. It just really sucks. "PERDONARE" is the title and since your mind is empty, like that is the Latin word for forgiveness but it has a beautiful definition "To Give Completely Holding Nothing Back."

I love that definition and I think it's a great title.

I just need to start on page two and do a total rewrite. LOL.

It's this strange mix of somewhat literary fiction, memoir and mental health manual. When I say it's not good I am NOT KIDDING. Heh.

Anna
oh well...
 

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Really. I wouldn't give it to my dad I was like, "Dude it is so not worth anyone's time."

Probably I'll be just like Emily Dickinson it will get all big in Japan and my relatives will prosper or whatever.

I don't mind except Emily Dickinson's poetry sucks so hard it really does, I would hate to be like that.

My poetry is NOT so bad I have a nice little ditty I just finished called "Last Week I Set a Date with Death."

I'm really good poetry classes and all say so, it's just that poetry is a lost art. I don't want to bore any high schoolers etc.

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