Deeper Thoughts & Inner Weirdom 2

[stols001]

Wow. I never assume disgruntlement. I always assume incompetence. What that says about me I'm not sure? I assume people are dopey but kind? I should be assuming Machiavellian intelligence? I kind of like the latter better. LOL.
Anna

 

[FringeChief68]

 

[AstroTurf]

They’re the kind you don’t feed after midnight!!!

 

[stols001]

I don't know either but I kind of want one! It looks deranged but AWESOME. I like my pets to have a bit of spirit, etc.

No one did this this mother's day.

It was excellent, the ah, texts and calls were flying. Even the boy called. I also texted my sister. I feel for her deeply because there is this sort of "sprit of difficulty but awesome" that runs through our family. I have it. So does our nephew. You should see us together. If I could, I would tell her to send him here for a while, even with nothing to do.... we'd find a billion things to "do."

Hmph. My kid had it too and my sister always sent the most evil Christmas presents, like the robot voice modulator, that was fun (for my son) (for two years) (as a wake up machine) "Mom I AM A ROBOT GET UP GET UP GET UP."

Of course, she started with the perfect, ideal daughter. When my niece would get upset she would calmly go to her room and self-soothe in healthy ways, like drawing or writing or whatever. It FREAKED my sister out, she was like, "Oh no, what if one day I come in there and find her cutting?" LOL as a parent you can't worry enough it seems. "I was like, T, jeez, I know it's a strange behavior for our family but she reminds me of your husband, so really, it's HEALTHY."

I think she was still relieved when she discovered the niece had stolen liquor from the cabinet and hidden the (mostly consumed) bottle under her BED. That is not a good place.

But the nephew…. 1.5 years in, my sister called to like apologize profusely. for her gifts BUT I was understanding but I ALSO introduced the nephew to... fireworks. He I definitely a pyro like "us."

Anna

 

[stols001]

That reminds me, my MIL sent me a mother's day "text." So my husband said, and I was like, uh huh, great.

Only it did not appear. Either she doesn't have my number correctly or um, she like doesn't know how to text.

As I told my husband, in the spirit of my little brother ,who hates birthday calls, well, "Don't tell her anything, for the love of God! Whatever the problem is, I'm fine with it. I didn't really ask to be a mother anyway and like ,I most certainly did not ASK for that MIL." Best mistake ever.

Anna

 

[FringeChief68]

 

[FringeChief68]

 

[FringeChief68]

 

[FringeChief68]

 

[FringeChief68]

 

[stols001]

I am about to go work on some job applications, however, I discovered my true calling ALREADY has an application:

ecig Mafia....Here I come.

It doesn't say where to send it but if I put a stamp on and say "ecig Mafia" they will find me I just know it.

I despise cover letters man I truly do I mean it's just annoying. But, l should get some done today.
Anna

 

[AstroTurf]

I am about to go work on some job applications, however, I discovered my true calling ALREADY has an application:

ECIG Mafia....Here I come.

It doesn't say where to send it but if I put a stamp on and say "Ecig Mafia" they will find me I just know it.

I despise cover letters man I truly do I mean it's just annoying. But, l should get some done today.
Anna

what happened to your current gig?!?

 

[FringeChief68]

 

[stols001]

I'm on FMLA at the moment but I can't/don't want to go back there. I guess some folks got miffed when I outperformed everyone during the COVID outbreak but I don't fuing appreciate getting written up for some paltry nonsense that was not even a big deal, and also being told all kinds of mean crud. It's a long story but that job has been tentative for me ever since Dr. Evil and the HIPPA report that wasn't (anything other than retaliatory.)

Then when covid happened and my FAIRLY pleasant supervisor who just WOULD not let me go, even though she has moved to director and doesn't have time to assist me although she SURE writes me up a-plenty. As I was getting written up for "providing medical advice" after SAYING and writing to the mom, IF things don't get better in a bit you COULD talk to the doc about it?????

I was like, I am not prepared to do this for ONE MORE SECOND, let alone the rest of my life. I suppose I could request a big meeting with all the players, but I have done that before and it only gets me feeling worse and in a worse position. I truly think they'd fire me man, so I'm not doing it.

That department is FALLING apart mainly due to all the crud decisions they are making there are two "workers" left and my director and her junior. It's a mess. I do not care even slightly. The therapy team are also like, done, I think, several have quit. They like TERRORIZED people by furloughing them briefly and demanded "quotas" and it was all horrible especially since they ALSO cut benefits and pay in sneaky ways like cellphone, location and other stuff. They just shoved my 20K location stipend into my salary because I was IN the clinic every day, then I got covid and it's making it hard to plan. I am on FMLA because I am like "maybe I should meet with the board of directors and have at it."

I'm so close to Mexico I don't want to mysteriously die. If I sue this company for all its RECKLESS insanity it will need to be from far away, although that doesn't make it any safer.

THEY had NO prudent reserve and while I uh, can comprehend the problem well, IDK i's a BUSINESS. What ticked me off the most? I was working like a slave for my ENTIRE team and the Medical assistants, who make WAY less money with small kids cut to half time. Guh.

The funny thing is got a 1K bonus this quarter for all my efforts I worked my .... off, and I cannot even claim it because if I did, they'd tell me my newly completed documentation was medical advice and fire me. Or something. It sucks.

I am applying for Federal Jobs, most notably the ones I want are with IHS. The VA would be okay some places and some positions. I am kind of hoping for Gallup NM but we shall see, there's also a Hopi tribe I could work for and I LOVE the Hopi Indians they are the BEST.

But yeah some jobs show their true colors at their worst. I will say I have been in this field for like 20 year and have been written up ZERO times. This time me and evil doc were on a performance improvement plan, and I DID NOTHING. The head doc was like, "But it has to be that way." After the HIPPA complaint I was super sick from one of their docs messing up my thyroid so I got put on a plan for that but once I was with it enough to work my alarm clock again, that was fine.

I just Flat OUT REFUSED to be told I was giving medical advice when I WASN'T. Nope. Not only that my supervisor was saying mean crap like "You are stealing our opportunities" when I WAS NOT there was NO ONE backing me up, man. Also sheesh, I know they expected me to flounder around with telemedicine but I DO NOT. I mean I FREAKING ran the suicide hotline and the crisis line for all of Pima Co.. In the middle of the night sometimes and whatnot, I mean I had 7 screens I had to check on the dang mobile units EVERYTHING.

A stupid little app that lets you see each other. Meh. But people were mad I think. I say F it but sometimes enough is enough. My doc wouldn't let me go back even if I wanted to, which I freaking DON"T. Bah. Plus, my location was busy. I worked SO hard I was like "F(censored) off." I mean, NO CENSURES ever after a while you have to be like um, it's not me it is THEM and well, I give up.

The spirit of Satan has entered my director all the people quitting are in contact with her daily .I don't blame them.

I like Federal Jobs I worked at the NIH for a while and did internships in high school, Most folks are pleasant and not frightened by competence plus hierarchy is not weird. I want to get OUT.

Hopefully heh that answers your question.
Anna

Anna

 

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Then when covid happened and my FAIRLY pleasant supervisor who just WOULD not let me go, even though she has moved to director and doesn't have time to assist me although she SURE writes me up a-plenty. As I was getting written up for "providing medical advice" after SAYING and writing to the mom, IF things don't get better in a bit you COULD talk to the doc about it?????

Anna

Anna

Well, heck yeah. Everybody knows that suggesting the possibility of seeing a doctor is "Medical Advice"

 

[FringeChief68]

 

[AstroTurf]

I'm on FMLA at the moment but I can't/don't want to go back there. I guess some folks got miffed when I outperformed everyone during the COVID outbreak but I don't fuing appreciate getting written up for some paltry nonsense that was not even a big deal, and also being told all kinds of mean crud. It's a long story but that job has been tentative for me ever since Dr. Evil and the HIPPA report that wasn't (anything other than retaliatory.)

Then when covid happened and my FAIRLY pleasant supervisor who just WOULD not let me go, even though she has moved to director and doesn't have time to assist me although she SURE writes me up a-plenty. As I was getting written up for "providing medical advice" after SAYING and writing to the mom, IF things don't get better in a bit you COULD talk to the doc about it?????

I was like, I am not prepared to do this for ONE MORE SECOND, let alone the rest of my life. I suppose I could request a big meeting with all the players, but I have done that before and it only gets me feeling worse and in a worse position. I truly think they'd fire me man, so I'm not doing it.

That department is FALLING apart mainly due to all the crud decisions they are making there are two "workers" left and my director and her junior. It's a mess. I do not care even slightly. The therapy team are also like, done, I think, several have quit. They like TERRORIZED people by furloughing them briefly and demanded "quotas" and it was all horrible especially since they ALSO cut benefits and pay in sneaky ways like cellphone, location and other stuff. They just shoved my 20K location stipend into my salary because I was IN the clinic every day, then I got covid and it's making it hard to plan. I am on FMLA because I am like "maybe I should meet with the board of directors and have at it."

I'm so close to Mexico I don't want to mysteriously die. If I sue this company for all its RECKLESS insanity it will need to be from far away, although that doesn't make it any safer.

THEY had NO prudent reserve and while I uh, can comprehend the problem well, IDK i's a BUSINESS. What ticked me off the most? I was working like a slave for my ENTIRE team and the Medical assistants, who make WAY less money with small kids cut to half time. Guh.

The funny thing is got a 1K bonus this quarter for all my efforts I worked my .... off, and I cannot even claim it because if I did, they'd tell me my newly completed documentation was medical advice and fire me. Or something. It sucks.

I am applying for Federal Jobs, most notably the ones I want are with IHS. The VA would be okay some places and some positions. I am kind of hoping for Gallup NM but we shall see, there's also a Hopi tribe I could work for and I LOVE the Hopi Indians they are the BEST.

But yeah some jobs show their true colors at their worst. I will say I have been in this field for like 20 year and have been written up ZERO times. This time me and evil doc were on a performance improvement plan, and I DID NOTHING. The head doc was like, "But it has to be that way." After the HIPPA complaint I was super sick from one of their docs messing up my thyroid so I got put on a plan for that but once I was with it enough to work my alarm clock again, that was fine.

I just Flat OUT REFUSED to be told I was giving medical advice when I WASN'T. Nope. Not only that my supervisor was saying mean crap like "You are stealing our opportunities" when I WAS NOT there was NO ONE backing me up, man. Also sheesh, I know they expected me to flounder around with telemedicine but I DO NOT. I mean I FREAKING ran the suicide hotline and the crisis line for all of Pima Co.. In the middle of the night sometimes and whatnot, I mean I had 7 screens I had to check on the dang mobile units EVERYTHING.

A stupid little app that lets you see each other. Meh. But people were mad I think. I say F it but sometimes enough is enough. My doc wouldn't let me go back even if I wanted to, which I freaking DON"T. Bah. Plus, my location was busy. I worked SO hard I was like "F(censored) off." I mean, NO CENSURES ever after a while you have to be like um, it's not me it is THEM and well, I give up.

The spirit of Satan has entered my director all the people quitting are in contact with her daily .I don't blame them.

I like Federal Jobs I worked at the NIH for a while and did internships in high school, Most folks are pleasant and not frightened by competence plus hierarchy is not weird. I want to get OUT.

Hopefully heh that answers your question.
Anna

Anna

it does...

all the best in your search!!!

 

[stols001]

suggesting the possibility of seeing a doctor is "Medical Advice"

I said talk to the doctor. That freaking visit. As in, "You could/should" disucss it with the doctor.

Technically anything I say is medical advice, the last I checked behvavioral diagnoses were not separate from medical ones.

I don't care I got a great reference from this one doc who worked for the Najavos for like 12 years. Should all be fine. Here is hoping.

 

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I don't care I got a great reference from this one doc who worked for the Najavos for like 12 years. Should all be fine. Here is hoping.

I spent over six years working at a power plant on the rez, with 3/4 of the crew being Navajo. I will never generalize about the tribe.

Did you once mention Gallup NM? I forget the context, but last I heard, the governor had shut the town down due to high levels of coronavirus and non compliance with executive orders. Shut down, as in no entry; no exit. Sure wish I could recall the context of what I think you said.

 

[FringeChief68]