It went like this:
Technical difficulties in the afternoon, leading to high stress and a cancellation. I did realize, once I got some perspective, that I "sundown" which is a thing Alzheimer's patients can do (get extra confused at night) and decided I was pretty sure my doc would not approve of me working from 6 p.m to 2 a.m. and I didn't even need to call him. I worked ONE overnight job ONCE and it wasn't good at all, although I DID get really familiar with the walking dead, in the late of night, I watched the WHOLE show almost (because I can't jack my schedule around on my days off) so I'd watch it as the kiddo and husband slept.
I have decided to let my mom visit, and then determine WHAT is needed to get licensed as a substitute teacher and how much it will cost and how many months it will take to get that certification, as AZ is now processing applications from APRIL. But I'm not going to stress, I am preparing myself to be poorer for a bit, if that's what it takes. Sadly.
Anna