In six days I'll be having a test (arterial blood gases - abg ) to see if I'm eligible for oxygen.
I've been three months on a drug that's supposed to stop you wanting to smoke.
It does not seem to me that the drug really works and there are some nasty side effects.
I've been using alcohol and sugar (drinking wine and chewing sweeties) to deal with craving for a smoke.
I have no doubt that I'll pass the abg test and be allowed oxygen, but what then?
Could I use E-cigarettes and still be counted as a non-smoker?
Currently I'm giving nothing and being looked after, cared for. Perhaps if I were not obsessed with longing for a ..., I might be able to give something back. OK, I know this is all a load of self-pity, but I am stuck and scared.
I've been three months on a drug that's supposed to stop you wanting to smoke.
It does not seem to me that the drug really works and there are some nasty side effects.
I've been using alcohol and sugar (drinking wine and chewing sweeties) to deal with craving for a smoke.
I have no doubt that I'll pass the abg test and be allowed oxygen, but what then?
Could I use E-cigarettes and still be counted as a non-smoker?
Currently I'm giving nothing and being looked after, cared for. Perhaps if I were not obsessed with longing for a ..., I might be able to give something back. OK, I know this is all a load of self-pity, but I am stuck and scared.