Honestly... show her this thread. She probably doesn't realize the impact her comment had.
Well, sometimes you just have to agree to disagree with your spouse
Personally, I think her concerns are coming from not being knowledgeable with ecigs. Maybe talking to her about the benefits of it and comparing them to analogs may help her see them in a different light. As far as your kids go, although I am not a parent, I know we all would like to not see our children pick up our bad habits, but statistically, it has been shown that children of smokers sometimes become smokers themselves. I thought I was going to kill my family, especially my dad and grandparents (non-smokers), when they found out that I smoked. When I switched to vaping, about a month ago, they at first had that very same concern and so I did my own research to answer any concerns and had a conversation with them and they even did their own research. Since then they are all very supportive and happy that I choose a better alternative to smoking. They also like that you can slowly get yourself off the nicotine, but they have said even if I don't they are still happier that it is less harmful chemicals.
That is my story. I would talk to your wife and answer her questions. Maybe do the research together to show her that you do care about her concerns and you want to make sure she understands.
One thing I've learned about marriage is it's all about communication. I would encourage both of you to read the research that's been done together. I know you say she won't so do it together. Tell her that this is important to you and it would make a difference if she made an effort, as well.
I would also tell her how you're feeling, that you thought she would be thrilled and call the Navy band and release doves in your honor and put up a sign on your lawn, etc, etc. Instead of letting it be something that comes between you, I would be honest. Of course, as a woman I know that agreeing with her wouldn't hurt either! So, I would say, "You're right. We really don't know the side effects of the e-cigarette but I do know that there are fewer chemicals in it, there's no smell, and I'm honestly trying to do the right thing for me and for you." I would also show her what it is, how it works, take her down to your local vape shop and let her ask the questions.
As for the kids, come up with a compromise. Maybe all of you sit down together and explain it to everyone. Start by saying something like, "I'm trying to quit smoking and lots of people try to quit in lots of different ways. This is the way I'm trying to quit."
Well, I reread your updated post and now I'm rethinking my response to you.
This is going to come off as harsh and I don't mean it to but I think this goes way beyond vaping. There are obviously a lot of unresolved issues with stuff that happened previously and I think it might be a good idea if you two saw a counselor.
It also seems to me that you do a lot of putting up and shutting up in order to keep the peace. There's no compromise going on here. You willingly admit that you have screwed up in the past but, since the two of you are still together and both of you CHOSE to stay together, I wonder just how long your past is going to continue to haunt your present. I understand her hesitancy and I can see how vaping can resemble another addiction with all of the related paraphernalia, but yet she seems either unwilling or unable to discuss your new habit (I refrain from saying "addiction" here). To me, this inability to discuss your vaping and her anger towards you speaks of a larger issue in your relationship.
Giving up vaping or smoking or drinking or any other addictive habit for someone else doesn't work and, in the end, will just make things worse. You're plugging a pinhole leak and meanwhile, the whole dam is collapsing.
I understand that. I also understand where she's coming from- there's been a lot of bad press & misinformation out there.
I would go to CASAA and print out some of their information. It might put her mind at ease.
CASAA - The Consumer Advocates for Smoke-free Alternatives Association
CASAA Printable Material
Hi all...
I am in my 2nd week of vaping, running a black chrome Vamo with T3's and ProTanks. I am on my 4th day of being a non-smoker. I just want to know if anyone out there has been in my position. Through all of my past attempts to stop analogs I always asked my wife to not speak about the subject, so as not to feel pressured. This time she honored that request quite nicely, at least that's what I thought.
Last night I looked at her and said, "You know what? I did it. I quit, I'm done. You can be happy". I was thinking that she was just being cautious and didn't want me to feel pressured. In my mind when I said this I envisioned bells ringing, cakes being brought out, disco balls appearing out of nowhere... a party! She got this look across her face that I read as relief, and I saw it coming... she was about to explode with pent-up excitement and jubilation... And then... She said, "I'm concerned about the long-term effects of the e cig, and what influence seeing you using that thing will have on the kids..." etc... etc... etc...
To say I was deflated is an understatement! 22 years of analogs, a pack a day, never any success with any form of abstinence assistance until my Vamo... Years and years of my wife hating that aspect of my life. I finally did it. I know I'm done with it. The e cig should be revered as the exalted magical device that it is. What do I get instead? Grief now because I use an e cig!
I can't win... What can I do? Advice? Snide remarks? Comments all appreciated.
ps. As it was with my cigarette smoking, I don't hide my e cig use from my kids. I don't blow it in their face either, but they see me use it at times.
Thanks!