I honestly don't know how long I will vape. I used it to quit smoking and I haven't had a cigarette in a couple of weeks. I started with the 24 mg and quickly went down to 18. Now I am about to start on 12 mg.
I plan to progressively and as quickly as possible get down to zero nicotine. From there I'm not sure what I will do. I really liked smoking. I like
vaping but it is so much more complicated than smoking was.
I have come to a crossroads in my life where all I really want to do is simplify. In the last ten months I have gotten a divorce, my ex husband took off and has essentially abandoned his kids, I was diagnosed with kidney disease, moved out to the country away from everything I am used to. In the process of doing that I lost or got rid of about two thirds of my stuff. And it felt good.
So now I am at this point where all I really want is ease and simplicity. Because of that I don't know whether I will continue
vaping or not. I knew I didn't want my smoking problem to become a murdering problem so I went with
vaping as my quit method, but if I cannot vape I don't feel murderous like I did with smoking.
I guess with this as well as so many other things in my life, it is all a big question mark.