ello everyone,
To start things off, I suffer from major depression and anxiety. Life has been difficult for me since my brother died in 2011, followed by losing the love of my life. My love didn't like analogs or ........., and dealing with the loss of my brother, those were my two alternatives to happiness. It was a stupid mistake but I didn't know how else to control myself. I lost her because I lost myself. From then until the beginning of this month, I was a mess. I didn't know what exactly anxiety and depression were, but I also didn't know why I had felt so hopeless and empty still after smoking. The beginning of this month I met a friend who had a stingray mod/patriot rda. I also found out he too suffered from depression and anxiety. But he let me use his pen, and I immediately liked it, so I ordered one that same night I went home. I had spent my last $50 bucks, but it was the best $50 I've ever spent. He gave me some samples of 0mg VG based and 3mg VG based, and I loved it. I haven't smoked a single analog or {Moderated} since I first used it. It was at that point I decided I should pull my life together. I went to my first doctor visit yesterday, and waiting for bloodwork to come in Monday. I have an appointment to see a psychiatrist and examine my mental health. Well I talked to my love since I got the pen as well. We're working on things, even though its gonna take time, I have complete faith we'll make it. She's still a bit sketchy about the vaping, but in time I'll be free from it as well. I say thank you to vaping because it actually changed my life for the better. Did I mention I'm only 19?
To start things off, I suffer from major depression and anxiety. Life has been difficult for me since my brother died in 2011, followed by losing the love of my life. My love didn't like analogs or ........., and dealing with the loss of my brother, those were my two alternatives to happiness. It was a stupid mistake but I didn't know how else to control myself. I lost her because I lost myself. From then until the beginning of this month, I was a mess. I didn't know what exactly anxiety and depression were, but I also didn't know why I had felt so hopeless and empty still after smoking. The beginning of this month I met a friend who had a stingray mod/patriot rda. I also found out he too suffered from depression and anxiety. But he let me use his pen, and I immediately liked it, so I ordered one that same night I went home. I had spent my last $50 bucks, but it was the best $50 I've ever spent. He gave me some samples of 0mg VG based and 3mg VG based, and I loved it. I haven't smoked a single analog or {Moderated} since I first used it. It was at that point I decided I should pull my life together. I went to my first doctor visit yesterday, and waiting for bloodwork to come in Monday. I have an appointment to see a psychiatrist and examine my mental health. Well I talked to my love since I got the pen as well. We're working on things, even though its gonna take time, I have complete faith we'll make it. She's still a bit sketchy about the vaping, but in time I'll be free from it as well. I say thank you to vaping because it actually changed my life for the better. Did I mention I'm only 19?
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