I Blew It!

[Ld3441]

I had a cigarette after 2 months of doing without. I know I have not smoked many and don't plan to smoke anymore but I am a bundle of nerves! Sad thing is, it tasted so good and that is not what I was hoping for!

My daughter had surgery Nov. 8th and I have been up there to care for her. She has had a really rough time. I just got home and get a message from my son in law that she was rushed to the ER by ambulance in severe pain. There is an obstruction in the stint they placed and she is now in emergency surgery. In 3 hours I will be headed back up there but not being there now is killing me. Any/all thoughts and prayers will be greatly appreciated!

 

[toddrhodes]

Thoughts for you and your family. Do not worry about having a cigarette right now. Focus on your family first.

 

[rwmeade]

sending prayers to you and your daughter

 

[CommaHolly]

prayers going up,,,,,,,

and you didn't blow it,,,,,,,,you had one cigarette. big deal.

 

[Sthur]

Our thought and prayer go out to you and your daughter. It's a stressful time and was only one. Hang in there bud everything will be ok.

 

[Baditude]

Sorry to hear the news, and I'm sure everyone here will have you and your daughter in their prayers.

This is just a setback as far as your breaking down and having a cigarette. Once things settle down, you can focus more on getting back on track with vaping. We have a saying on ECF, "Its not how many cigarettes you smoke that count, its the ones you didn't."

 

[Robino1]

My thoughts and prayers are with you!

Do NOT beat yourself up. You are going through a trying time right now. Your daughter is, and should be, your focus. Worry about the vaping/smoking thing after it settles down. Do try to vape but a cig here or there will not hurt you. Just keep your gear handy also.

Let us know how she is doing please!

{{{{{{ Hugs }}}}}}}

 

[DigitalVI]

Not a big deal. Sounds like you are concerned about what is really important. Prayers are with you and yours.

 

[EvilZoe]

Don't even think about it. Just keep on vaping and forgive yourself.

You didn't blow a thing any more than you could blow living in general.

It's a lifestyle change, not something that necessarily has to stop like a switch going off, and you're not a failure if you have one or two during a trying time.

 

[DetraMental]

You and your daughter are in our prayers, that's what's important. One cigarette will not break you and you can pick right back up on vaping once everything calms down. As posted above keep your vaping gear close during these trying times as much as possible. God speed to you and yours.

 

[DaveOno]

Thanks for sharing that with us. I know one day I'll face a tough situation, and may be tempted.

Of course, forgive yourself, and forge onwards!!!

Prayers going out for your daughter and family.

 

[NPTreeBanger]

Prayers going to your daughter and you ... and don't beat yourself up about the cig --- think of it rationally -- how much good you have done your lungs and body all this time. One cig ?? Pbbt !
Godspeed

 

[Ld3441]

I really am not worried about the one cigarette (although I am a bit aggrivated with myself). I'm just sad it was good and not awful. I am thankful the hospital will let us vape there. While up there I did up my nicotine and think I am going to up it again.

Thanks for all the prayers, that means more than I could ever express!

 

[Ben B Brown]

prayers to you and your it is not the end of the world that you smoked pick yourself up dust yourself off and move on, take care of your family first then power up and vape on

 

[WindyCityJoe]

You're being hard on yourself during a difficult time, don't sweat the small stuff!!! Best wishes for you and your daughter.

 

[Jayvaps]

You blew nothing....except some cigarette smoke.

Dont beat yourself up over it. Count the smokes you dont smoke, not the ones you do. Wishing you the best on the family problems.

 

[erikbal]

It's not a big deal. One cigarette in 2 months in pretty impressive! You and your daughter will be in my prayers as well.

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[bcalvanese]

I hope your daughter is ok.

Smoking should be the least of your worries right now, so don't sweat it.

 

[WillyZee]

Family comes first ... no need to worry about a smoke or two if it is helping calm you.

Everyone here is pulling for a speedy recovery for your daughter.

 

[Mrs C]

A Momma does what a Momma needs to do to be strong for her children. If that means having 1 or even a couple more to keep you strong and steady for her, then do what you need to do. I'll include your family in my prayers.