I Didn't Fall Off the Planet!

[Saintscruiser]

Hope everyone is okay....and Lady T's computer too.

I've been in Christian counselling over deep grief problems. I apparently go off my nut when I lose a loved one. However, I finally got it through my thick skull, that enough is enough. It takes energy to grieve and I've been taking care of my parents and pre-grieving on and off since 1999, pretty much by myself until two years ago when Mom went to live with Jesus. This October 3rd, I said, "HAPPY 2ND ANNIVERSARY LIVING WITH JESUS!" I have realized that I was holding onto the apron strings, not them. It has nothing to do with them, and everything to do with me. It's a choice, and for me and my family, we will serve the Lord! That doesn't mean that I don't miss them everyday, because I do, but I can no longer have grief running my life. It's time.

 

[trukinlady]

Oh, sis, I understand what you’re going through!! God Bless you!

Jesus tells us in Matthew 5:4, “Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted.”

He is always right there, comforting you, strengthening you, and holding you in His loving embrace. He will get you through this! I’m keeping you in my prayers!

In His Love,
‘T’

 

[RandaPandaBear]

That happened to me when I lost my dad too. It still hurts everyday but it doesn't incapacitate me anymore - mostly


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[Saintscruiser]

What I think sent me over the top was the added stress of losing my best friend of 17 years close to 2 years ago, and I haven't the foggiest idea why, my sister is about as much help as nothing.......very little help in taking care of the folks.....actually none, a son who has turned into a twit and won't even set up Skype on his end so that I can talk to my granddaughters......oh, I'm rather crippled with fibromyalgia and deal with pain all the time and cannot do my own housework without it almost putting me in the bed,plus all of the paperwork for my husband's business, located in my living room, which is undergoing major financial leaking. Other than all of this, I'm doing much better.

I was a Daddy's girl most of my life until he died in 2007. It has been a monumental loss in my life and I hate it. However, I cannot continue this hardcore grieving as I keep having staph infections along with everything else which are caused by stress. I had to do something as my first allegiance is to God and second to my husband. This has been difficult, guys. I hate difficult.

 

[blondeambition3]

My prayers are with you Cuz.... prayers of comfort.... :'(

 

[Saintscruiser]

Oh.....and if that wasn't bad enough, husband came down with MRSA all over his nose and was put in the hospital. Thank you, Lady T for the great card! That deeply touched us! Got through that, thank You, Jesus.....he'd been home a little over a week, weak as a kitten, THEN this week when he was about to get back to work, he either had some kind of seizure or mini-stroke. This time he had to be taken to the hospital via ambulance as he couldn't stand up. So, we're back in the hospital again, and he's totally lost a day. He lost all recent memory capabilities. He was so confused, and I don't mind telling you folks, it scared the pooh out of me. His mom has been staying overnight with him, and me during the day and evening. Last night I got around 6 hours of sleep, but the night before, I didn't get a wink because I was so un-nerved. I was a mess, hanging onto Jesus' hand so hard I thought I was going to break it. AND to make matters worse, I knocked over a large e-juice container on my end table and wasted all of that!!!! ARGH!

The interesting thing yesterday, I was thinking about my daddy and how sick he got and I thought, "Daddy, what am I going to do? I'm disabled myself." And I promise you, on the Honor of Jesus, it was like I got a message back through Jesus (I don't believe in talking to the dead, folks, and expect anything back....that's demonic) and I heard, "Take care of your husband like your Mom took care of me." Of course, you have to remember I was sleep deprived! But, that was a major blessing and I thank Jesus for it. It was such a gentle voice. I'm not going to pursue it, though. Once is enough for me.

Thanks for your prayers! We still need them......always.

 

[Saintscruiser]

I know that I post in blue, but couldn't bring it up. Regardless......husband was released early evening and I got such a good night's sleep......in comparison to not having any. His doctor wants a sleep workup done. It'll take 2 days to do that, but it's not until the 6th. His doctor is leaning toward 'sleep deprivation.' All of the other $2 million dollar tests came out fine. I NEED A VACATION......a really really good one!

 

[blondeambition3]

I'm so sorry L for what you must be going through....

Difficult as this is to believe, there is 'help' for your Husband's woes... and the Doctors & Hospitals don't have the long term solution.... but "I" really do. (All thanks & credit to God).... First, you need to go to & watch this Video: What is "FUPO" > Know the CauseThe Official Web Site for Doug Kaufmann Host of Know The Cause TV

Then, you need to go to any health food store and purchase some 'Bragg's' raw, unfiltered Apple Cider Vinegar and some Arm & Hammer baking soda.

Take 1-2 tsp of the Apple Cider Vinegar, with one tsp of honey in an 8 oz glass of water 3X a day & I tsp of the baking soda in a glass of water 3X a day. Both of these products unblock arteries and kill viruses and disease while making the body more 'alkaline'.... meaning more oxygen to cells which kill disease... especially anaerobic diseases... which are those diseases which don't require oxygen in order to thrive, such as Cancer, among others.

I also have another product, called "Miracle Mineral Supplement".... (MMS)... that only costs about $40 for a year's supply for two people, that kills MRSA on contact... both internally & externally. I've healed MRSA on myself TWICE with this MMS and when my kidneys were failing in the hospital it saved me from death....

Your Husband is very sick I know... and it will be a long journey back to health... but I promise you.. if you try just the TWO things above (RAW unfiltered Apple Cider Vinegar... not the distilled kind!... and Baking Soda.... (which kills fungus like crazy and raises body PH.... you & your Husband will get well... not overnight... there are no 'miracle cures'... unless GOD intervenes, but there IS a path to health & wellness... but it's up to 'us' to choose it.

Here's a Video to a Man who used Baking Soda who CURED his stage 4 Cancer;

I'm praying for both of you Cuz.... I love you bunches!