Your back so I would say that you haven't failed yet....just took a break. I did the same thing I got all into it had a bipolar episode that caused me to grab a smoke and went back to that out of shame and feeling like a failure. But I came back used all the knowledge I learned before and a but of understanding that the change is pretty radical it's not always a overnight success story. Sometimes we need a bit of time to fully convert. The best thing to learn is that it's ok to have one if you need it and the times you need one will get fewer and farther In-between.
Of course I'm a right wing nut job.....I believe in personal responsibility, NOT government responsibility...
Of course I'm a right wing nut job.....I believe in personal responsibility, NOT government responsibility...