Once again I find myself depressed. People don't think that Christians get depressed. That's when they need to read about Elijah. I have another fibro problem that I didn't have and I'm still grieving over loved ones that are with Jesus. I feel rather stupid, actually. I want to get this fixed, and there are no set rules. I asked my doctor about a referral to a Christian counselor as this isn't getting any better on it's own. There was no way I was going to talk to a secular counselor. I'm not suicidal or anything like that......I'm just tired of fighting. When you hurt all the time, it's difficult. I love what she told me. Homework is to listen to Praise and Worship music 2 times a day for 30 minutes each time. Also, I am to use a walker when I go to stores. That slapped me across the face. I use a cane, but a walker??? Poot! I happen to have one as the folks both needed one and I kept theirs. I know it's spiritual warfare. Anyway, thank you all.
