One week today since my last analog! I spent the whole week scrubbing and cleaning my house, washing clothes, bedding, and everything else in sight, and enjoying how fresh and clean everything smells. I'll be scrubbing out my car today.
I never thought I would make it. I'm 50 now and started smoking when I was 16 (stealing my folks' Parliament). As I came to the end of my 30's, I wanted to quit. In my arrogance, I thought it would be as easy as "just stop" like I'd been told
That works for some people, but not with me.
As I approached 1.5 packs a day, I badly wanted to quit before it killed me. I tried patches, then the horrid gum, then some Aero-smokes (ewww), then those Eclipse cigs (not bad, but insanely expensive and they need to be lit).
I just couldn't get free no matter what I did. The more I tried to quit, the more I thought about the cigs. My whole day revolved around them. Did I have enough to get me to the store and back? Do I have enough to get through the night or do I need to go buy some now? Do I pay this bill or get cigs (the cigs always won). On and on...
I never, ever thought I would make it. Because of vaping, I'm one week free! I have no cravings at all and absolutely no desire to ever go back!
Thank you, everyone here, Thank You!!!
I never thought I would make it. I'm 50 now and started smoking when I was 16 (stealing my folks' Parliament). As I came to the end of my 30's, I wanted to quit. In my arrogance, I thought it would be as easy as "just stop" like I'd been told

As I approached 1.5 packs a day, I badly wanted to quit before it killed me. I tried patches, then the horrid gum, then some Aero-smokes (ewww), then those Eclipse cigs (not bad, but insanely expensive and they need to be lit).
I just couldn't get free no matter what I did. The more I tried to quit, the more I thought about the cigs. My whole day revolved around them. Did I have enough to get me to the store and back? Do I have enough to get through the night or do I need to go buy some now? Do I pay this bill or get cigs (the cigs always won). On and on...
I never, ever thought I would make it. Because of vaping, I'm one week free! I have no cravings at all and absolutely no desire to ever go back!
Thank you, everyone here, Thank You!!!