I want to thank each and everyone of you who chimed in on my post. You all have been very helpful and inspiring. This has been a long hard road for me with this Shoulder Injury. Not only has it changed my life but it has put a real stress on the relationship here at home with my Fiance. We live together and we have not slept together for a year come this August 3rd due to the shoulder. I have also only seen my 9 year old daughter for a grand total of 5 hrs between June 18th (date of injury) up till now. She is afraid that she is gonna re-injure my shoulder. Yes not only has this been a stressful journey but a heart breaking one. My fiancé has been one helluva trooper though. She took care of me through both surgeries. She has gone above and beyond the call of duty with this. My daughter and I talk for atleast an hour every day on the phone. She has her own smart phone and can use it better than I can mine LOL. But there is another one that has not left my side since my injury. My Johnson American Bulldog "Bubba" (his pic is my avatar). Both times when my Fiance brought me home from the hospital he refused to move from infront of my chair as I slept. My second surgery was the worst. I was up from 1 AM Saturday morning (Feb 9th) until 9 PM Monday (Feb 11th) night in tears because this hurt so bad. At 2 AM on Saturday morning when I went to my knees in the middle of the living room floor bawling my eyes out he took off down the hallway and whimpered and cried until he woke my fiancé up. Then he brought her to me. Again everyone, I thank you for your support and your inspiration... NO I DID NOT FALL OFF OF THIS WAGON... The wheels are still definitely rolling.