As I sit here humming the tune to that Barenaked Ladies song, I realize, I haven't had an analog since last Wednesday night (1/6/10) before bed. And I only had the equivalent of 1.5 smokes that day, in like .25 increments because any more than that had me feeling like I was going to hurl.
Thursday January 7th, 2010 was my first completely smoke free day in 17 years where I didn't want to kill anyone, gorge myself on junk food to satisfy the oral fixation, or scratch my own eyes out to take my mind of wanting an analog.
I just didn't want it. I just didn't need it.
There have been a couple of instances where I had to tell myself out loud "I'm not a smoker anymore" to convince myself that I did NOT need to go smoke one of those week old analogs that are sitting on the counter.
I win, analogs. I win.
I will break even in 2 days, and as of this posting, I have avoided well over 300 analogs. Yay me. Yay V4L for your awesome product that helped me get my life back.
Thursday January 7th, 2010 was my first completely smoke free day in 17 years where I didn't want to kill anyone, gorge myself on junk food to satisfy the oral fixation, or scratch my own eyes out to take my mind of wanting an analog.
I just didn't want it. I just didn't need it.
There have been a couple of instances where I had to tell myself out loud "I'm not a smoker anymore" to convince myself that I did NOT need to go smoke one of those week old analogs that are sitting on the counter.
I win, analogs. I win.
I will break even in 2 days, and as of this posting, I have avoided well over 300 analogs. Yay me. Yay V4L for your awesome product that helped me get my life back.
