I hear you, I do all the research as well. I usually just by two everything so I can avoid shipping twice!
So has mine and it is killing me... he was down to about a 1/2 pack a day (from 2 packs) and mostly vaping. Now he is up to about a pack a day and vaping a little. He is not allowed to smoke in my new Audi... so at least I was able to set down the law some where. The worst part is, with him smoking all the time again it makes it so hard for me not to smoke. I've been as good as I can be and only smoking 1 or 2 on a good day and 3 or 4 on bad day, but I know if it he would just stop or at least not do it when I am around I can stop totally. I prefer my PV and I don't really think about smoking when he is not around. I don't buy them and don't mind when he runs out. When he went on his 7 day camping trip a month ago I didn't smoke at all or miss it!
I agree with you completely! It really makes it very difficult to stay "smober" when your other half is smoking. You're doing great though! We've only quit this time since August 31st, he made it 2 and a half weeks and lit up intending to only smoke those 4 that he absolutely missed...upon waking, after eating and before bed. I told him I wished him luck (although it killed me inside) but I didn't think it would stay at those 4/day. After one week, he was so disgusted that he was creeping back up to close to a PAD that he threw out what few he had left and rejoined me on the quit train. =) So far so good, but I'm guarded, especially where he is concerned. (he is in auto body (exotics) and his lungs are exposed to some heavy crap!)
edited to add....that week that he was smoking, I had a few as well....but none since.
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