Rough Day...

[Nitemist]

Today was a tough one. I had "one of those days" at work, and left pretty stressed. After work I drove to the gas station and parked by the door. Sat there for about 30 minutes, watching people go in and out, many packing a pack of smokes. I vaped the whole time killing off what was left in my 2 xls and cartos after a day of vaping. I really wanted to go in and just give up, but I didn't.

Glad to hear THAT one Bogey!

I have struggled with my weight since I was very young, <snip>
I have lost about 15 pounds in the last month (1-2 belt notches). For most that would be huge, for me it's just a dent, but, its the first change in my weight in a long long time.

Every "dent counts though - shows you you may be on the right track!

but honestly I just dont have the flexibility to work up my stock on a 2 level front right now from a money standpoint.

I'm with you there - have you tried slowing down on vaping before bedtime? I've been trying to make a deliberate effort to try and simmer down about an hour before bed...

Anyway just rambling, but I wanted all of you to know that one thing that helped me drive away from the gas station was knowing that I would be making a post when I got home, especialy if I had bought those smokes. You all are awesome!

Glad to help (even if it was vicariously!)

So for now, I think I will stick to 11mg. The 24 I tried almost made me choke out, and almost knocked me on my ..... So I guess I don't really have a question, or any great insight, just a need to type this evening I guess. Tomorrow is a new day!

have you tried the 18 level? I found that that was "just about right" for me - YMMV though...

 

[Nitemist]

Bogey babe, you're doin just fine We all have had 'bad days' even were we went likin dis → or dis → You think you're not da brightest bulb, but ya know wat ? You're shinin ever so bright right now honey ← see ? I needed my sun glasses. The fact that we the 'family' were on your mind more den the stinkies shows ya you're thinkin on da right track. You wanted to post back to us to say ya made it home without a nasty. That right there deserves a !! I for one would be most honored if you used me as an excuse to pass by an analog. Go ahead and use me !! Uhmm, I don't use dat phrase to often As for the weight, I don't care iffin you're a beanpole skinny or a larger than life person. You are my friend We all together can do this. Trust me babe

WoW - couldn't have said THAT any better! ;-)

 

[Mary Kay]

Make those boots keep on walkin! You did a good job..you faced a challenge and beat it! I am so proud of you!

 

[katz-in-boots]

Snow.....I don't care what anyone else says......You are a sweetie!!!

Talk about a back-handed compliment!

Hey Bogey, I think you did really well to leave the station without buying cigs. As the advertising here is now saying; "every cigarette you don't have, is doing you good".
Probably just as important is that overcoming a challenge like today helps you feel good about yourself. Stick with us honey, together we can do this!

 

[Rappel_Welch]

Bogey, You made it through another day, and that's what counts!
I wish I had your will power when it comes to vaping instead of snacking. Personally, I have a stash of twizzlers that keep calling my name. You're doing great! Keep up the good work!

 

[jmpublius]

Twizzlers Pull and Peel. Best analog deterrent ever.

 

[Bogey]

Thank you all for such great support. Much better today. I think I will move up to 18mg in my next order. You all made my day sitting here reading these over lunch. I think I will build up my cart tonight. I did have a question about charging gear setups but will post when I get home tonight if I don't find anything in a search.


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