Such well thought out post. Welcome to ECF, it's such a great community. I love the idea of having a shoulder to lean on when you're going through the hardest part of smoke addiction. I'm the only smoker in my family so I tend to carry the weight of the addiction by myself because I actually never "outed" myself, everyone knows of course, but no one says anything. In ECF, just by reading other's stories (successes, failures and in-between) and I know it is an everyday battle, but a battle to which we have the best tools to win. Again, welcome.