"In der Palästra" - Sopor Aeternus (Will probably always be my most favorite song of all time)
"I somewhat envy this naturally beautiful man,
he never knew or encountered
the hatred and shame that I bare
The doubt, the cloak of disgust
and the all-devouring dread,
and if I told him about it,
he might only shake his head
with kindly amused, melodious laughter,
he then would perhaps merely smile
at my ... oh, so stupid silliness ...
and the beast that is raging inside."