Bov, I am so sorry to hear that. I guess it is good that we did not PM each other as that would have been one sorry exchange of thoughts! You have not side tracked anything! It was never my intention to bring my worries to this
thread. I was not even going to mention it, however, your response got me thinking you must know what is going on and I couldn't help to ask. Guess the world wide web is a tinier place then we like to think it is!
As for me if you want to chat or just need a friend, you ALWAYS know how to find me. Please do not hesitate to reach out. A few misbehaved cells in my left boob certainly do not make your issues less real or your need for support less important.
And really I feel great, actually I feel 100% healthy! I've been really tired, but it is not a health issue, it turns out that keeping a positive attitude is very tiring work
The hardest part of this all is choosing between the lumpectomy and the full mastectomy of both breast, if the genetic test comes back positive then the hard part of choosing is over. If not it just requires a little more thought as to what percentage of risk of return I am comfortable. Rough road or not, I can't change this, so I am just trying to look at it as a little speed bump in life and some pain and discomfort that will give me a better appreciation for all that is incredible around me! A 3 to 4 month speed bump really isn't that bad. I've been very active in the breast cancer cause for many years now and I know there are others who have and will suffer more then I can imagine, I'm just glad that is not me!
