Though away i needed to get some stuff of my chest no need to read

[maxxxxx1235]

Hi
I am 18 but have been vaping for about a yaer know I know it illegal but I got hooked on to it by my then bf how was achly very abusive a is know on prison.
I am know darling with the death of both my grandpa and my little bro he (he would have turned 13 today) he was such a nice boy I guess I am just asking if vaping will ever just be fun again inesed of the thing keeping my life form going down the toilet. I feel so lost right know and my vapes the only thing that helps. My ex killed my brother and I have know one and no futer cuz I completely failed my a leaves cuz my brother died .

I know this porberbly isn't the right place to post but hey

 

[no|ah]

Kind of hard to understand some of what you wrote. What did you fail? You think you have no future? Sure you do. vaping will be fun again, or if it's not, you'll find other things that make you happy.

Losing a sibling is devastating. Take it one moment at a time for awhile, and you can get through it. It'll get easier to live with, but it will also take time, so try to be patient and understanding with yourself. Have you told your parents you're struggling with the loss? Are you getting some therapy? No shame in it, and it'll almost certainly help you.

 

[Izan]

Sup maxx,

In my experience,

You could use a hug, a cigarette and a meeting. (in any order, plurals as needed)




This too, shall pass...

cheers
I

 

[maxxxxx1235]

Kind of hard to understand some of what you wrote. What did you fail? You think you have no future? Sure you do. Vaping will be fun again, or if it's not, you'll find other things that make you happy.

Losing a sibling is devastating. Take it one moment at a time for awhile, and you can get through it. It'll get easier to live with, but it will also take time, so try to be patient and understanding with yourself. Have you told your parents you're struggling with the loss? Are you getting some therapy? No shame in it, and it'll almost certainly help you.

Sorry my spelling is ....
I don't really have perants to speak of I live with my grandma currently and she is grieving the loss of her husband to

 

[maxxxxx1235]

Sup maxx,

In my experience,

You could use a hug, a cigarette and a meeting. (in any order, plurals as needed)




This too, shall pass...

cheers
I

Thanks
But cigs be expsive and I can't hold down a job at the moment

 

[no|ah]

Sorry my spelling is ....
I don't really have perants to speak of I live with my grandma currently and she is grieving the loss of her husband to

I'm sure she'd want to talk with you about it.

I like Izan's idea; maybe start by going to a meeting/support group together. This seems like a decent resource for finding them: Need Help Dealing with Grief? - GriefShare

 

[maxxxxx1235]

Yer maby I will try it

 

[smacuser]

Yeah, nicotine does help a lot of folks. Best wishes.

 

[maxxxxx1235]

Hi guys I have so good new for once in my life my school is letting me re take yaer 13 witch means I can re apliy to uni
And re do my a levels
Witch means my grade will hopefully go back up
Thanks guy for the support
It gonna be scary being in a yaer I don't know well but it means I will get my school job back so I will be making money again
Thank u

 

[Bingbong]

Good luck to you maxxxx. Nicotine does help with stress, but so does therapy. It will help you deal with the pains of your losses. I know it’s not easy, be strong!