Today I could smoke!

[MegaBee]

Yay! Toys! My orders have pretty lame stuff - just my regular liquids and the occasional hardware replacements - but I still get excited when that mailer shows up in the post. At least you got a distraction to play with on a really bad day.

And do keep that in mind - you have permission to play. Regimented, traditional quit smoking progams don't allow for play. If you think you moved your nic level down too quickly - move it back up! And maybe just for a day or two. Or only for a bad afternoon. I have 16, 24 & 30 mg liquids on hand. And I still use 'em all for different times depending on what mood I'm in.

Feel better! You is getting friend request!

Rick

Hi Rick, thanks for the encouragement! I can't see friend requests on my mobile app but as soon as I get back on my comp I will add you. Thank you


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[MegaBee]

So sorry you feel so bad Dyanne..Don't let pain win, I can so relate, unfortunatly. I am getting through it because I cant drive a car to the store and no one will buy me cigarettes and its too far to crawl (live on a farm in the boondocks). I won't even try to say that I quit of my own free will, I quit because I am trapped but I'm glad I have been trapped and can't go back, I feel better than I have felt in 35 years, except for dealing with two broken ankles and a messed up back. I didn't even realize how bad I felt untill I felt so much better...does that make any sense? Hang in there and reach for the people on here, they are the ones who keep me going day after day when I feel weak in this struggle.

I feel bad complaining about my pain after reading your story. I am sorry you are going through that as well. I did get through and I am glad I did. I hope things get easier for you as well . Thank you for supporting me.

 

[mooreted]

Ok so nearly 4 hours have passed by since I made that first desperate post and I just want to say I'm ok! I opened my parcel from china and I have been reading the success stories again on ECF while tasting my new 18mg banana and cappacino flavours. I'm over the urge

PS: I may have reduced my nic levels a little too quickly as well so I think I will sit on 18mg for a bit longer to avoid another day like today.


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Yay! Good job, we knew you could do it.

 

[MegaBee]

Yay! Good job, we knew you could do it.

I owe it all to you guys for helping me through it and your freindly reminder of how yukky they are lol!