Thank you - I am honestly not too sure about which that was. I'm thinking it was outpatient because he was taken to the ER after experiencing symptoms But yeah, I definitely agree that this was one of those reminders to slow down and take the time to appreciate your loved ones.
I also made myself some higher content juice. I've been averaging around 6 mg, which I think is great, but for moments like that, I made a couple of epi-pen juices: one is 12 mg and the other is 18 mg for those moments when I need that jolt of nicotine. I realized after thinking about it, that I probably wasn't getting enough in the juice I had and once I changed it up, the cigarette cravings disappeared.
I’m so sorry for your losses. There are times when our resolve is going to be sorely tested, and I think you’re doing the right thing making some higher strength juice to help you get through.